[Helsinki Harlot]

Mizzie; -luffs- Like this thing had legit almost 5 years of stuff on it. A lot of it that I don't have on any other computer. The part that upsets me most is the pictures and history. The guy I mentioned briefly, Jon, it'll hit 3 years of him being dead at the end of july, all of the shit I had on him, was on that computer, I'd managed to transfer a lot of it to the laptop I have right now but not all of it. I don't want that to be gone. Or my sisters' graduation pictures, that laptop is the only one with all of the photos on it as well as all major family celebrations since I'm always photographer.

At least we can be sad together. ;__; I've been letting it dry and trying to do shit but when I picked it up (after she knocked on the door, told me "please don't hate me" locked me in the room until I told her I'm gonna hate you if you don't open this door,) there was shit STILL pouring out of it although she'd done all the emergency procedure it sounds stupid to say but it'll be a hard blow if I can't recover anything from that drive.