[Alyssia]

I don't think it would make you a bad mother, if you do start again...just be sure to keep it as far away from your child as possible.

I do have one question though, but pleas don't take offence to it.

Are you or will you be concerned about how it can affect your health down the line. I mean I would hate for something to happen and alter what you'll be able to do with physically her/ her kids as time goes one.