[Mizeria]

I have booze, and that scares people
xDD

I'm trying to find someone that gets it.
I don't even care about relationships right now.
Its just needing someone that won't look at me weird, or be mad when I flip..
Or when my world falls down on me and I need help just to pick it back up..
Its just someone to keep me stable... ish
thats what I want..
its all I need right now

I've resorted to walking to dennys each night to sit there. just so I'm around people... so I'm stable enough, just enough, where I feel I'm gonna be okay.

and then I walk home when I feel like I'm gonna pass out, and then go to sleep for 3 hours, go to work for 8 1/2... then home for a half hour... then back to dennys

unless its mon/tues
cause... honestly theres no point to going when... one of those waiters aren't there and those are his days off.

everyone else would look at me weird and ask me to leave..
even if i tip well and don't bother anyone..