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So some of you know about issues my hubby an I have been having..but here is a shirt list of whats been going on...


Lack of communication
Not paying attention to me
Not helping around the house
Possibly bull shitting me to get me off his back..


Well the other night I wanted to try and talk... About him going out for his bday with friends..not saying anything about him spending time with his mom, step dad, and brothers... but then when I wanted to have a nice sit down dinner... it turned into getting chinese food in the mall food court...

He went bar hopping and a strip club with his friend and was out all night... no text to wake up to saying this is what I am doing..yada yada..

Yes he is a big boy and all but what if something happened... my phone was on silent only audio was for my alarm to wake up for work the next morning..

I have been going through this "I don't feel sexy" phase and I told him that... so the strip club thing didn't help...

Then I went back to the we hardly talk.... well that back fired because he flat out said "I don't have anything to say to you because your up my ass 24/7."

Hearing that.... crushed me... then he got up and came down stairs and didn't come back up till after I was asleep...

I feel like a failure...