[whitexsuicide]

@foxy: maybe you should try and take it out for periods of time, or go up a size. I think it might be the only way to get a job..

@yuy: that sounds awful. I am sorry your boyfriend is not being very nice to you. I ma not really sure what to tell you either... i had a horrible boyfriend before and it didn't work out very well... And i picked up some bad habits, like beating myself up on little things.. so i'm a bit worried if i give you advice it would be good advice..