Rezenar feel her hesitate and he was about to pull himself away, but when he felt her leaning on him... he starting fighting with himself mentally. Should he push her off or not? This was a time that she appeared pretty vulnerable. If he were to push her off now, their trust would be automatically broken. Then again, it would give even more reason as to why they should be enemies. So why wait for later when they could start fighting now?
He listened in on Cithien's thought regarding such a desire.
"It's natural for us to desire for certain people to live after they've died. A sense of longing and regret... it's normal-- nothing strange or out of the ordinary. Don't worry about it."Rezenar answered back. As he spoke, he continued staring at the water in front of them. It seemed a bit too peaceful for them to be this close and even such a place like this shouldn't even bring enemies to become friends. Why he succumbed to such a feeling concerned Rezenar, but he didn't question why it happened. All he knew was that it was too good to be true and even if it was nothing more than a dream, he was going to make sure he stayed in it as long as possible.
So yes, it was odd for him to long for something like this to happen since he was with his rival. His desire was to have some kind of peace. As long as he felt such, he was content, even if it meant being with the enemy for a time being. Before he could speak, he felt Cithien's arm going around him and a quick glance went to her. Now he was all the more curious as to what she was thinking, but it appeared as if she answered his question already.
"When such difficult times come and go-- everyone has the same feeling. It's not odd because eventually we all feel it. In the end, it's what we choose to do with our lives. Whether we try to find ways to fill the gap or not is our choice."
Finally, he sat up and attempted to turn himself fully to Cithien to look at her.
"Do what you think is necessary. And with the truce still in tact, I can help you to the best of my abilities. After all, we are trying to develop trust between us... right?"