[Helsinki Harlot]

I don't expect much out of other people. I really don't. But I always put a great amount of care and attention into anyone I meet. There are only two people in this world that I can say I've hated, it's a very strong word in my vocabulary to use. One of 'em I'm still angry with , tho' I have been moving on the path to forgiveness because if my friend can forgive her it's not my place to pass judgement like that, and only one person that's personally fucked me over and I've more or less ... not forgiven but I've let go. But I've never had a particularly loyal or "good" crop of friends. I've found some amazing people but they're far and few between. And I've been bullied from grade school up to high school. It was all right in college until my stalker showed back up and then when I moved to a uni it went to all hell. So, I dunno. I'm in shock right now. Like my brain doesn't know what to do. No one's ever really... apologized like that for treating me badly, or hell admitting that they did.