[Xun]

*is glomped* laskdjflkahsdf

I'm close to snapping and just flipping off everything and everyone precious around me and say, "SCREW THIS SHIT, I'M OUT OF HERE!" with no means of financial stability. I'm stressing, yet at the same time, I feel selfish for such a feeling. A friend of mine, however, believes that it's not me being selfish, but it's my parents using that as an excuse to "control" me. Seeing and knowing my parents, I can't help but take that as truth.

And yet no matter how many times I want to, I just can't. Too much of a caring heart. Such a conflict tears my heart into two. lkajsdlfkahsdf