[Helsinki Harlot]

Batty; <3 Yup. Still my favorite place to have a cig.

That's good. The relationship with your mom that is. I think a lot of stuff would've gone better in my life if I could've talked to them about it. Like when Jon died, or hell any of my other friends who did. About my d-bag ex's, how people treated me at school etc. etc. But we don't do that in my family. Hell, I don't think my dad's ever told me he loved me unless I was like itty bitty and I don't remember it and growing up he made sure that I knew I was expendable and that I did not have to live in the family if I didn't like it. I'd like to be friends with my parents.

As long as you're taking care of yourself sweetheart. Not exactly the healthiest mindset but everyone has an obsessive vice. As long as I don't have to hear about you dyin' on me or getting so bad that you have be to taken to the hospital. -loves- I'd miss my girl dearly. And maybe find something else to obsess about to take your time off of it. (I did a little stint with that but my grandmothers home made cooking kinda killed it.)

I'm not allowed to be on my phone when I'm at dinner with my parents. <3 But thankee love. You make my little heart go pitter patter. :]