[Dorian Pavus]

And its at that point that I would turn around and as the two fine sirs if they would like to repeat what they just said a bit louder so that the grieving family members can hear their lovely complement to my plumpness. ; )

I've hardened myself of to that kind of stuff only because I had to for my own good. I've got desperation and have fallen into some really bad states in the past over small little things like that. I've stopped caring over most public things and let go of Wishy-washy "friends" and I've done so much better now. Becoming a Deadpan Snarker was the best change I've ever made.