[Ishu]

Asami, as someone who has been through hell, you need to look for a new place to live. It's scary, I know. I had to leave all of my friends and my sister behind so I could escape from my hell. It was the best thing I could do at that time. If I hadn't, I would be dead or in jail for manslaughter. I'm not saying you have to disown your family like I did but you just need to get away- especially considering some of the clues your friend is leaving dotted in the forum.

You are the only one who can decide your fate. all we can do is keep posting and hope you will actually do something for yourself.