[Hex]

This one is a little personal and may need some explaining. I wrote it when I thought my fiancee and I were going to separate about 2 weeks ago (we have resolved the issue, but it was a very scary time for me). The poem is a reflection of myself and my inability to control my own emotions and irrational fears...One of which is who I become when I get angry. (My grandpa still calls me little monster when i get angry, I used to throw tantrums as a child)

I hope this helps...its not my best work, but I think it gives some insight into who I am when I get upset...

to whom it may concern
the war is over.
I lost.
We lost.
My mind cannot comprehend the pain,
The pain of evil overcoming good.
The pain of my own devilish desire...
The war is over.
We marched forward,
hungry, cold, alone.
We fought valiently...
but life is not fair.
I stood my ground and watched,
watched as the demons inside of me
ripped their way out
through gnashed teeth
and bleeding gums.
It tore me apart,
armed only with words and hatred,
she marched forward destroying my world,
every fragment of my existence.
The war is over.
I fell to the floor and wept
as my sanity dissipated.
The fragments of chaos were aligned
in favor of the devil.
Greed filled my soul
and anguish filled my heart.
I thought of you breifly,
before fleeing to my base.
The war is over.
The monsters have won.
The demons have won.
I have won.

PS I apologize for the double post, while I realize it is not against our TOS it is still annoying sometimes >.>