[Syari]

I have a huge phobia of blood. And it's not just the usual squeamish kind of reaction, it's the panic attacks every time I see it - and it's worse if it's other people's blood; my own not so much, unless it's accompanied with huge amounts of pain, then the reaction is just the same.
I have panic attacks when people cut their fingers rofl. I've fainted when people TALK about blood. And I don't like meat unless it's cooked to the point where there is nothing red in it.

It's something I really want to get over, as it restricts so much in my life, but no matter how many times I've tried to desensitise myself to it, it never works. I:


As for emotional fears, I'm scared of disappointing my Mumma. Everything I do, I think about what she would say - even when it's silly things that I really want to do, if my Mum doesn't approve then I won't do them. *cough* E.g. Septum piercing *cough* xD;
I don't like failing, I'm a perfectionist. And I hate the feeling that people are talking about me behind my back; I'd rther have someone bring their beef to me rather than hand it out to people behind my back and slag me off. :[