[Fauxreal]

I have to be honest with you - you decide your own fate.

Thankfully, usually there are many wonderful people around you that can help you, whatever you decide to do - in many aspects of life.

You say you feel empty and disconnected. What would you like to feel connected to? Family? Friends? You aren't the only one that feels that way. I think I'm one of the happiest people I know... but it took a doctor to say, "Faux, you have six months to live," for me to realize I wanted to be happy. THAT is what I wanted to do with my life.

And if you fill empty, start filling it with memories. Go smell a flower. Remember what flower it was, and what it smelled like. Fall in love with something. A person, a song, a pair of shoes. None of these things will last forever, but you can look back and say - I loved that thing - it will always be with me.

And as always, I tell people - if you need to talk to someone, I'm here. I may be a person on the other side of the screen - maybe I'm imaginary to you, but how great is that for you! It's like sending in your secrets to Post Secret!