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☪ஐﻬ☽ I don't have a long term illness in the same sense as Faux and Kat.
But I do have OCD and 3 anxiety disorders, and a learning
disability. I was on meds for my OCD and anxiety disorders
but towards the end of last year I had a horrible sucidal
reaction to one of my meds and now I refuse to go back
on my meds unless I can get on a non anti depressant. Those
things are... BAD.

I know I need to go back on my meds eventually but I wanna
look into holistic remedies for them first and try those
out before I even tempt anything else. Plus with my buddhist
vows it's hard to take meds.

I had my OCD since I was a child but it didn't get bad until
about 12 yrs ago. Went 10+ years in hell with no meds until I
snapped one day and tried choking my husband twice from him
touching my mouth... That was a sign that I needed help right
away and I got it. Was on meds for over a year before I started
to go on and off of them. Now it's just a matter of if I want
to go against my vow and if I want to trust meds again.

I hope I can find a home here too besides my elderly home. LOL.



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