[Gallagher]

I'm feeling blue.

I feel as though many of my friends are getting tired of spending any time with me... Maybe it's something more. Maybe it's that I'm bad at reaching out. Maybe I'm not enthusiastic enough, or kind enough, or free enough. I know I can seem uptight at times. I suppose I am. And I guess I don't show my affection as much as I should. But still... I just... I don't know...

There are people that I miss talking to. People that I see around, but don't seem to be connecting with anymore. It's probably my fault. I always seem to lose friends when my interests start to shift... But I can't help it... I can't stick to a single thing. I suffocate without more, suffocate without the something to learn, to examine, to research. I don't know much of anything, and can't seem to talk like other people do.

I'm probably being overly emotional right now. Everything's been twisted about recently.

-wanders off to fix tea-