[Rosekitten]

He was right with what he was thinking before. Why didn't he see this sooner that he was just hurting Mizuki. It didn't help that he had to keep his distance from the other to keep up whatever look that they hated one another. But he didn't notice this at all... he felt almost blind that he didn't see that he had pretty much said nothing towards Mizuki carrying the child. At first he thought the other was just having a breakdown or something when the news came out. But it was more then apparent that wasn't the case.

His ears dropped back a little listening to the other. It was true this wasn't normal but that didn't mean... he never planned on having any kids sure but Mizuki said he had wanted this. Shouldn't he do or say something like he still supports his choices and whatever Mizuki wanted so did he. for a few moments he didn't say anything, he couldn't not after all Mizuki said.

"it's.. " He sighed a little trying to find words without hurting Mizuki, he knew the others current state was hardly something in his control and it wasn't helping or making things easier. "It's not that I don't want it.. it's part of you of course I want it. If your happy with it then things will work out." he looked over at Mizuki before speaking again. "to be honest I didn't want to have kids because I thought I'd be terrible at it. My parents were killed when I was five and being raised by a group that steals and kills people is hardly somewhere for a child."

It was true enough he wanted to avoid trying to raise a kid because he feared doing something wrong, or even leaving them like what happened in his case. He had raised Neimi that was true, but for the start of it she had followed him and forced her tiny frail body to keep up with him during their travels. Though at the same time Mizuki probably didn't see this as a excuse at all.

"I swear its not because I don't want it... your happy with your choice so I am too." He looked at Mizuki against before moving a hand to his cheek to wipe away the tear trail still on it. "I've been pretty useless though.. each time you needed me to be there to help you I haven't."