[Spy]

Dear Diary;

I know it's cliche, but I love him. I love him more than anyone else on this planet. I've never felt this way before, when I talk to him I feel so..so very very happy.
I understand I can't be with him..I'm moving hundreds of miles away in a few months. I already missed him more than anything ever since he moved down to Georgia.
I don't want to go. I hate the heat so much, summers make me so depressed..but if it was with him, I wouldn't care. I'd do anything to make him happy, which is exactly why I haven't said anything.
I will continue my facade of anger and deceit. I know he likes her, who wouldn't like her? Shes charming, sweet, and graceful..Not to mention pretty. Shes very talented, too. I could never compare..I'm rash and loud..childish and a crybaby..I'm really clumsy too..Even he knows this, he teases me about it all the time.
"Fall down again, Meatball head?"
Ha, I can't believe how long I've been hiding this..Coming up on two years now, eh? I guess It'll continue for another 2..Because I can't even fly to him until then.
You'll always be in my dreams. You're what I think about before I sleep. When I look at the moon, I think of you and me..Happy..

I love you,
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