[Dawn]

That is true.

I found it hard to walk away from a close friend who wanted to come serious but I had to look at the situation from my point of view. He had suffered a stroke and it had left him with a really bad shake. Plus, he wanted me to change religions, after I had hammered it down a hundred times, I wasn't into his religion. In the end, I knew it would of been truly been unfair to the both of us, I wanted to go to college and get a career and as far I knew, he would never be able to get another job. My mom and dad had set down to discuss this with me, cause at the time, he was seriously wanting to marry me (this was after the stroke) and had said if I took it farther, I would have to willing to take care of him, etc. And this was when I was nineteen years old.
He ended up marrying a friend of mine but maybe in the future, if something happens and I am still single, I might consider taking the next step with him.

I have the option of doing internet classes and I had been really looking forward to moving to SC. I had almost won the battle of getting my mom won over the idea -she wasn't too thrilled with the idea but I was going down there with or without her blessings- but I figure if things don't work out here, my mom's best friend lives in Florida so I can always ask my mom if I can find a college down there, about going to staying with her and help with the stables. I would only be two states from my friend and I could travel up to visit.