[Serra Britt]

I dunno...I just feel like sometimes my beloved friend (who lives in France, I'm in the USA) might just be using me for company when she doesn't need it. I mean, she's fine doing things on her own, but I'm not. If she's around I want to do things with her and I spend too much time thinking of asking to do stuff that I think she'd want to do, rather than what I want to do. Tonight I picked something she didn't want to do and I did it anyways...I know I did nothing wrong but I feel damn guilty about it.