[Cronislee]

Then believe in what's right.
The Church is only a way to communicate with God through the Vatican.
Jesus himself said to avoid worshipping in groups. I personally havent stepped foot in a church for any reason other than to attend a funeral in nearly 5 years, but I'm a very religious person. You dont have to talk to a man in robes to talk to God. God is God. Neither man or woman, but simply something that is everywhere.

I spent years searching for answers, studied dozens of religious beliefs, and read many religious texts, and I relised the answers were already right there in front of me. I dont know how old you are, but I wont tell you my personal beliefs without being asked. It's not my right. All I can tell you is to believe that there is something out there and that it's alright to ask questions.