[lnspire]

Without reading the first page, I decide to jot down just a random segment of idea today. Why? Why not. It's easier than remembering what my journal's name was, or making a document for it. Sometimes when I want to write, my impatience kills it. Although that can be applied to more than just writing. I digress.

Today, I failed to make myself coconut butter. In turn my vegan-attempted fudge is failing me, but it's still tasty. I had to try at least once with the incorrect kind of coconut. Okay, it was genuinely the exact opposite of what it required. Lesson learned.

But now I will know not to try that variation again. And that's the point for me, isn't it? I have to at least see once what can and cannot be substituted. Although, my failure fudge will be fantastic when I find the future fun ingredients that freely flow as they should in food.

So, just because I wanted to.

Oh, I found today my emotions are much more controlled giving me better perspective today. Which is a rarity for me. I hope I have more of these days to come. I hope my mom can find a day like this for herself too, and cherish it as a new beginning for herself. She needs it too.

I may come back here again. Who knows. My apologies, dear diary if I do not. I don't stick to journals for too long, although I likely need it more than I care to admit.