[Lucid:]

okay. I just wanted to make sure I didn't bring up something bad.

When I broke up with him, he mentioned that he didn't really want to keep it and that 20 year old boys shouldn't be sleeping with stuffed animals anyway. I bet the thing probably just serves to remind him that he doesn't have me anymore; or at least that's how I'd feel about it. but who knows. maybe he still sleeps with it at night wishing he could have me back. maybe he'll send it back for my birthday next month. I have no idea. but if I don't get it soon, I'll totally make Skyler get me something cute. I miss cuddling with something in my sleep.