confession time
 

okay i will start.
oh if you want help with you're confession put hell after it.
I am afraid to stand up for my self...

Hmm alright, let's see...
Whenever I'm not cosplaying, I am afraid to talk in public...

I have a huge self-esteem issue :<
I think I am fat and ugly.

I am afraid of being a nobody and doing nothing with my life.

I've been suffering with depersonalization/bipolar disorder for 5 months...
help?

I'm scared that I'll always be alone, even though the love of my life is sitting next to me.

@Vanitas: Do you know what trigger it so perhaps you could try to either avoid or reduce the ammount of time it happens? Otherwise, personnally I have extreme mood change whenever I stop taking the pill (for obvious reasons), but I usually try to take some peace time alone and either listen or check some things that help my mood get better, therefore when I go back out 'in the wild' it takes more times for me to want to strangle someone... Don't know if it can help you though... Or you can get a friend to ventilate on, that's usually what people I know do, offenly even via msn.

I am bossy and short tempered with people that I find 'idiotic'(which is most people I meet IRL)...and a slew of other things, but mostly those.

you should put a stipulation that coffesions will not be replied to unless asked, i was thinking this is like the 'dirty secrets' thread on crys but i am not sure if it will be

People do not like me IRL cuz i am annoying. I act like i am okay... but i am not really okay... It hurts me...

I'm still in love with my ex bf and I hate myself for it

@Choco: Well, if there's a 'help' after the confession, it's actually asking for replies.... At least that's what I understood from the main first post (well, ok it was writen 'hell', I figured it was 'help'), but then again, I may be wrong...

@nefer i ment to put help.

I'm in love with my brother's friend... and he has a girlfriend.
It hurts me every time I see them together.

I'm terrified that one of these days i'll finally manage to push my love away, and then i'll have no one to blame but myself.

I appear strong on the outside, but I'm not strong at all.