I'm tired....
I work for a company that provides customer service for small banks and credit unions among other things we do. I started a 8pm to 5am shift after learning that they make a shift differential that boosted my pay a good amount. For a little bit, I was doing ok. But now its a nightmare.
My roomate and I share one vehicle which has not been too bad because he works when I sleep and I work when he sleeps. The real problem comes when it is time to pay rent. Since we only have one vehicle, I have to plan to stay up until 8:30 in the morning or try to squeeze in a couple hour sleep so that I can take him to work and then go to the bank at 9 am to pick up the money order to pay the rent. I come home around 10am after paying rent and I'm exhausted. I sleep until 4 or so and I feel like a zombie Thats just to pay rent. If I'm invited to a social,or party, or something, I would get very little sleep depending what time the event starts. One Saturday, I was invited to my mother's bday party at a bar during noon. I come home at 6 am, sleep until 10 then get ready and head out to said party. As a result, I don't get a full nights rest. If I need something done, I have to sacrifice sleep to get it done. I'm tired. But I screwed myself. I cannot return to day shift or I would take a hit in my pay. And this extra pay has allowed me to book vacations and buy things I otherwise would not have done so. I was able to spoil my mother and close friends with expensive christmas gifts and it just feel awesome to finally be able to afford things. I'm tired.... but I can't go back to day shift. It's a nightmare I can't wake up from |
Yeesh. That doesn't sound fun.
Does the apartment not accept personal checks? If they do, that'd probably be a good idea to look into...get yourself a checkbook. I suppose you've found why you get paid more for night shift, though. Nothing's open when you're awake. D: |
I'm working on ordering checks but my bank does not make that easy. My order was placed on hold because my bank has a weird account number format and I have to wait until Monday to call the bank to figure out my real account number since the one I have always used is not the standard format. Hopefuly I can get the checks in by end of December so I can pay January's rent without sacrificing sleep.
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...Huh. That's bothersome. Well, you'll have them eventually, then, so that's something at least.
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Yeah.
Part of the problem is, I spoil my roommate into getting used to the fact that he can depend on my truck to get to work and as a result when something comes up I have to take him to work or he'll get upset when I force him to Uber or take a bus. |
you need to get into that promotion to the better position!
I admire you though, I could never do it. |
It's only temporary. Eventually I'll be promoted to better position with better schedule :3
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You sound a lot like me, honestly. I chose job and family over sleep for years, and I suffered for it.
Be very, very careful. You're putting yourself in a double bind (when you have to meet two separate requirements, but each requirement prevents you from fulfilling the other on a different level) and that's a ticket to long-term psychiatric problems. I had a job that was ruining my life because of a bad environment and a bad manager, but I couldn't leave the job because of a penalty clause in my contract that would have ALSO ruined my life. It took having to leave a job with Google before I found out that this double bind was actually a life-alteringly traumatic experience that's severely screwed with my ability to do the things I used to excel at -- and it's possible that I might never fully recover. This is my life now, and I can only learn to deal with the new normal. The good news is that double binds often have a way out if you look past the immediate conflicts -- you CAN'T solve it by trying to address the direct issues. I strongly encourage you to find such a third option, for your own health. |
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