they really are. and with such little self confidence and so little support offline i've just kinda retreated into my shell again. I was getting called really nasty stuff for being a female gamer. People who were saying they were my friend were begging me for my address and than going around telling people I was a W$%*@ that was just trying to get money from people, that I was begging. when I was just stating the truth that I really would love donations because it would help me take care of my kids when money is so darn tight. i can't buy them christmas presents. I can barely afford diapers for them. They're both in speech therapy and things are really stressful.
And i'm told all these nasty things like I'm not trying everything I can to make things better. People are telling me i should go to a corner or get a job to fix the financial issues when that means as the economy is right now I would be in a worse off situation because we would lose foodstamps and wic which is the only reason we're able to eat right now. and than with no one home to take care of the kids my entire paycheck would go to paying for childcare, so having the job would be pointless because we wouldn't have enough money for bills when we have to start paying for food and childcare cause we lose everything because of so much income. and its not fair that people say we're abusing the system when the system is abusing us and i can't take it anymore!


oops. . . that just kinda tumbled out sorry. where's the spoiler tags.

Ari's right. This doesn't fit the rules.

So instead, I will put here a huge.

HAPPY HOLIDAY TEIMZ!

O_O
Wow. That's... erm... gruesome.

Eep, I didn't see Shadami's post when I wrote my carol. I wasn't making fun of you. I'm from a rather redneck and short of things background, so to me, that's a slightly humorous but good story of a determined grandma (And also, I like it better when Grandma's running over the deer than when the deer is running over Grandma.

Written with my TERRIBLE lack of talent.

Ohh singing, I love singing badly <3! Does it have to be a real song..XD?

Hmm...if I can figure out a way to record it on my phone, there's a slim chance I might sing...because everyone here seems fairly friendly and not likely to mock me mercilessly...
Also...is it okay to have the original song in the background? I do better singing along rather than singing alone.

If you have an iphone it has he mic option - I used to use that for singing XD It's nice because you can plug it into your computer and if it has itunes it'll drop into your itunes playlist making an easy to get mp3.

I'm not Ari, so I don't know, but I think having the song in the background should be fine

Haha...iphone? Me? I'm poor. I have a cheap-ish android pre-paid phone.
XD
I know there's a way to record sound somehow, but I'm not sure how good the quality will be.

how about your computer! Does it have a microphone? o3o

I don't have internet, so I could record, but not upload.

oh yes good point . . .

There are a ton of sound recorder apps for Android. Some of them will let you upload straight to YouTube, but failing that anything with a "Share" function should be able to send it to the Google Drive app.

I will look into it tonight and see what my current recording options are. My phone doesn't have a lot of space for new apps, but I'll figure something out.

It's okay Tam, that was rather amusing seeing as my mother in law does have a buick, and she is called grandma most of the time cause of my girls.

My actualy Grandma just passed away on Nov 1st, she was my last, so now I only have my in laws. and venison, and elk are delicious, i'm sure reindeer would be to.

~Twas The Night Before Redneck Cristmas~
By XoGIZMOoX ^.^
Twas the night before redneck Christmas and all through the house
Not a creature was stiring except a hungry mouse
The undies were hung by the furnace to dry
In hopes the underwear knomes dont appear
Mama in her victoria secrets she stole from the mall
Papa passed out with a beer on the floor
When out in the kitchen there was such a clatter
But nobody went to check on the matter
It was the wee mouse that i talked of before
He was making a snack and a mess of the decore
He went to the fridge grabbed some bread and the ham
Then the tomato and lettuce and before the door slamed
The mouse got the cheese of course
He ate up his sandwitch but he left the wee mess
Then he scurried along back to the hole of his home
Singing " Mousey Christmas to all and a squeaky good night !"

another redneck christmas. yay xD