//Time and Time again\\
 

I have been in a ideal lately of wear I would like to jot down some things and this will work out well for me cause I do have some idea's and some random thoughts I would like to share some. So I will soon start to write out little bits and piece's of story I had written with a friend long ago see if I can even finish the rest on my own with out said friend.

"Did you ever have a feeling like you have been awake the whole time while you sleep? I have it feels like I can never wake up knowing I can. . .but it seems the harder I try to wake from this dear reality seems to fade and I can't find my way back to the real world. Some times I just wanna stay in that dream and live there till I am old. . ."Was said by the man who sad in the chair across the room his head lowered the only feature that can be seen his the glowing purple eye gleaming from under his hair his hazel eye some what dull, slowly closing his eyes the wolf felt as if he was losing grips with the world fading into nothing. . . .

A simple thought, a run threw time seeing change is one thing but when you are some where for so long and do not understand how the change can happen so quickly. . . .it is annoying thus people and hearts conflict but money is now the passion and no one understands. . .

What is love with no war what is death with no love. How can one say anything to another when the world look like it will slowly eat ones soul away. That was a thought I had one and mere thought that only a child like my self thought at the when he came into my life I lost everything at that age I lost it all. . .my home, family, father. All I had left was my mother the women I would never see again unless told to by him I could see her for special reason. . .

I feel like I have woken from a dream a long and never ending dream unable to understand where I am who I am and where I am from. . . .I feel like I have faded from the world, and I have fallen down the rabbit hole unable to find my self from anyone one else why is this? All I can do is ask my self this question over and over. . .where can I go and what can I do?

I still am down this rabbit hole trying to understand and find my self in this place of hall ways and turns, I have tired talking to the ones here but always seem with in a dead end placed. Where have I gone. . . .how much further must I travel. . .will I see a light will I see an end? What is having me stay here that I not know my way. Face all look the same but in the end none of them are people I know. How much longer must I stay here in this land as I wonder what to do with my self. . .

I feel if I stay any longer I will will fall further into this place of madness. . . .so much madness. . .

I am the manry-est of men!

I am the manry-est of men!