Cheese and Sausage?

-blinks.- That is a strange flavor.

It's been fairly common in my life. Haha. Especially in Germany.

But, what I did was cut up two small sausages, some pepper on it. Two small slivers of sharp cheddar cheese laid across the middle. Heated that up, toasted two slices of bread with a bit of butter on each side. And made a sandwich out of it. Pretty delicious.

That does sound good. Unfortunately I've been sick, and didn't really eat today. So when I did, I kind of binged. And now I don't feel good again.

Aaaw. Well I hope you get better soon. And when you don't feel so sick and bingy get a chance to try it. If you do let me know what you think of the combination.

FREAKING RENT. SKFHAKSHFKJHFJSAHFJKAS.

Can I wallow with you? xD;

-snuggles to Batty- Yes. YES YOU CAN. I even had to get some help paying the last of it. D: FUCK. RENT. UP THE ASS.

Tho' Sarah's bills just came in and it's .... manageable. So that's good.

;_____________; Dallas con is in full swing right now. WAAAAAAAH.

-cuddles tight-

If it helps, I'm bored off my ass? xD;

My mom gave me 50 euros to change into american so I'm drinking and watching a Criminal Minds marathon and sobbing. And really wanting chips. But I ate that toast thing.

Oi. =[

You've got me playin in tektek, watching WWYD, listening to my mom snoring, and wishing I hadn't finished season seven so fast. xD;

OI. ?

Season 8 starts in less than a few weeks. x.x Did you watch the trailers? HAS YOUR HEART STOPPED FOR A FEW BEATS YET?!

-loves on- I'm gonna buy a laptop so you can be online no matter what you're doing and chit chatting with me.

YES. I WATCHED IT LAST NIGHT, RIGHT AFTER THE SEASON FINALE.

I WANTED. TO FUCKING. CRY.

I DON'T WANT CASS.. well.. you know!


Imma go shower. I feel icky, and need to be CLEAAAN!
-drags Harlotbby with her-

What Would You Do?? o.o

I watch that show all the time XD

;_________________________; Why is every episode I'm watching tonight about sad things that make me cry.

Batty; -holds you tight- D: HOLD ME. TOOOOO MANY FEEEEEEEELS. ;___; Too many.

/ snaps out of her sad face

Mmmm. :) Shower time with Batty? Oh bbby I'd soap you down nice. Make sure you're all clean. ;]

Ulti;; YUP! Thats the one <333

Harlotbby;; NO SADNESS! I REFUSE TO LET IT HAPPEN! -smooches all over-

And mmmm... Wanna do it TWICE? =O

Ultima~!!! Is it true if someone touches you they turn into a unicorn o .o?

o.o I haven't heard that one. But rumor has it I can birth unicorns through my skin XD

OOOOH maybe that is the one mhmm... XD

You can thank Kamikaze Chinchilla for that one.

Battybby; Oh luv. I'll do it all day every day hot stuff. It would be my honor. ;]

Sarah just got home and she won't work out with me during the weekend. D: I even gave her my weights and moved up to a higher weight one.

FOR SHAME!

I would work out with you!! <33
.. Actually, I need the motivation today. I don't feel like working out at ALL.

I just wanna curl up and sleep.

I've been working my ass off all month.
Today is just really gloomy, and gross, and ... bleck. ><;

I'm not trying to lose weight anymore, I'm trying to keep it at the 101 I'm at. I just need to work off the calories I had today.

...

Which, admittedly, isn't much. xD; But I KNOW I'll feel like shit if I take a rest day.

<3 I know you would Batty.

Last night got pretty intense. Talked about some pretty heavy stuff. Fun time with neighbor and her daughter turned into me getting super upset when we got back home about things I've kept buried in a box.

I'm exhausted. And now have to shell out another 27$ for a new bottle of liquor and smokes. xD;;; I hate this shit.

Harlotbby;; Aw, love.. I'm so sorry.. I know the feels. I KNOW THEM ALL. I did the same fucking shit the last two days. I now know my skull is hard enough to break plastic. <.< -clings and cuddles-


I'm just so exhausted, and don't wanna DO anything. But then I know I won't eat, if I don't. And just, ARGH! -clings-

ALSO. I GET TO FINALLY WATCH THE NEW GHOST ADVENTURES TONIGHT!

Patho;; It took me a VERY LONG TIME to get here. And now I'm fighting anorexia, and anemia. So, like I told harlotbby, if you decide to start working out, DO IT LIKE A SMART PERSON. -nods-

Thats an awesome costume! <333

I have the same one from last year, not getting anything new.
But since I don't have the tits for it, I have to get it taken in, in the chest area for it not to look so wonky. >< this is mine

And yeah, when I started, I cut EVERYTHING out, all at once.
From there, I started working out once a day, with jogs and walks and all that. Then it progressed to working out twice a day for an hour a piece, and just skyrocketed from there.

Now I eat less than 600 calories a day, work them ALL off in a morning workout, then an hour walk, then I come home, sit for a little, walk again, work out again, walk again, bike whenever I possibly can, etc etc. ><; I'm up to, BASICALLY? Working out 9 or 10 times a DAY.

Tell that to my brain. xD;
Most of everyone here knows the issues I struggle with, since I don't keep them to myself anymore. Its kind of ridiculous. Lmao.

But, its the ONLY thing I worry about. ALL. THE. TIME.
And right now, I'm having somewhat of a mental freak out, because I haven't done jack SHIT today, and its already 4PM.

I would be getting ready to do my afternoon walk, after my morning workout has already been done. And that was supposed to be.. oh.. 10AM this morning? And I was sleeping. u.u;

OMG MISHA COLLINS IS HAVING A SECOND KID. (Well technically his wife is.) o.o Damn they kept that under wraps. Holy hell.

Battybby; I'm just drained and exhausted and holy hell I can't believe I opened that box.

:) Neighbor lady did give me a hoodie tho'. I love it. Makes me feel awesome. I love her to death. She's so awesome. I told her about the shit too. That's what bothers me a lot, that I opened up to another person,, it was just, so easy. To say something to her. >.<

I forgot there was a new ghost adventures. At least we recorded it.

We can be exhausted together. -clings-

-cuddles hard-

I just feel bad about bitching so much today. And yeah, I know the feeling.. its getting easier and easier to just.. talk. And explode your emotions on other people. even though I feel horrible about it..

She just, an older... person to talk to. An adult to vent on. 'Cause she gets it. She's so realistic. But I figure we're the same to where when we open up we backpedal like forever bazzilion steps and freak out about ever having opened our mouths in the first place. x.x It's stressful. -curls up in your lap-

And you can always bitch to me. <3

-giggles- Yup! We're BOTH like that. <333

And that always helps. I've yet to find an older adult lady to vent to, without them going to my mom. Or me having to go to my mom, period. She doesn't GET where I'm coming from, so, it doesn't really HELP. Its like... venting to a brick wall.

Man, those brick walls get a terrible rep. I mean, they hear everything, but they don't go spilling secrets.

Brick wall, you're a good friend. :P

This is what happens when a Gozed doesn't sleep well, then works, and then is allowed on the internet.

I hope you get an awesome neighbor person like her. 'Cause she treats us like the adults we are. Doesn't dice it up and gives it to you straight. -loves on-

Gozed; That's the best time to be on the internet!

Lulz, I shouldnt even be online. xD;
I should be motivating myself to work out. ><

But you work for this site, you should be online more! *cracks whip*

HUSH, YOU! I'M ON PLENTY! XD

WORKING OUT. NEED TO DO MORE OF IT.

Work out and be on the internet! Dooooo it. *cracks a jump rope at you*