I'm... totally lost. xD;

LA LA LAA LA LAAAA.
-dances around like a lunatic-

ME TOO! But! I know I can come in here for some awesome avi clothing combos so it's all good.

=____=; I'm totally lost, too. ...I've half a mind to just go, screw this, but I only have 2/4 problems finished and it's due tomorrow and I've wasted the past two hours and I told myself I should probably go to sleep early or actually finish my homework so I wouldn't feel so anxious...

...and I should probably shoot myself for throwing all grammar out the window.

Wait, do the tokens for the crane game not add up if you don't use 'em one day? Or did I somehow use them in my sleep. Or am I so lost on days? I don't even know anymore.

'Cause I thought it's been 3 midnights now since the game got released. o.o

I'm up weirdly early tho'. It's like 7:30am. And I actually kinda feel awake. If my new shoes were in I think I'd go for a morning walk.... hell I might just do that anyway. Except NO. O.O Not right now. Kids are about to go to school. Curses.

It's 7:40 and im fully awake for work then surgery

Good luck with the surgery. o.o

It's only minor, it's on my feet

Well, best of luck anyway. :)

-screams-

Someone, hand me a shotgun with a single bullet in it, I wanna play russian roulette.

What's wrong?

At this very moment? Everything.

-sighs-

...-hands over a handgun with six blanks- Have fun.

Battybby; -wraps up in arms- It'll get better I'm sure. I won't let it go any other way.

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My mom told me she was proud of me for quitting smoking and amazed I could do it so quickly. I told her straight up I haven't. I still smoke I just can't buy packs anymore. I mean yeah I can go weeks at a time without nic fitting but I like my smokes.

We're here for you, friend.

Indeed Batty, we are here for you.

Espy...where did you get that handgun?

...Speaking of handguns, there was a stand selling real guns in a might market in Taiwan. It was right next to the bbgun game parlor. That scared me.

I sell rifles and shotguns, and a shotgun loaded isn't playing Russian roulette, you just need to unload it and keep you hand as far away from the trigger as possible

Harlotbby;; I'd be shocked as SHIT if you quit smoking.

And this week is just the week from hell, is all.
I'll text you about my MAIN problem, harlotbby.

Erryone;; But for the rest of you: basically, theres no food in the house, theres four people going without eating, and, basically, starving. And this morning I couldn't take it anymore [after only eating toast crust for two weeks straight, I'm SO HUNGRY. ><], and grabbed the first thing that I could find, which, unfortunately, were Zanes leftover chocolate chips from the birthday pie I made him, and now... I'm so sick to my stomach, and nauseous, and I'm tired of people yelling, at getting angry, and YELLING AT ME, especially for freaking out about food things, and just..

FUCK.

I have leftover pizza and some food in my hotel room

Good for you, Echo.

Well I have two slices left if you want them there sausage pizza from pizza hut

I can't eat Pizza, either.
Hence why the chocolate chip situation, is making me freak out.

Dammit well I got whales, gummy snacks, Mac n cheese in a cup, and chips

xD;;

All fattening things, that, I still can't have.
Too many calories, not enough nutrition, and, DEFINITELY not healthy.

Battybby; -loves on- <3

I refuse to believe that mac and cheese is unhealthy. -stuffs ears full of cotton- LALALALALALALA.

I get tired of Pizza real quick tho', at least around here. They don't ever make it right. [/ misses Finnish pizza. ;_____; ]

And I dunno about calories. I've been pretty lax with what I've been eating for a little and I still haven't hit my max min. lowest calorie consumption to keep my body from going into survival mode. I did just eat a pita bread with grilled cheese tho'. And a white cheddar rice cake. I love rice cakes. (As long as it's not original. BLEH.)

I just had mac and cheese in a cup for lunch, ahaha...

I didn't have lunch, I did bike again today.

Batty is so inspiring, ha ha.

Then have dinner now. O:

:3 I'm figuring of doing one more work out and then earning myself that meatloaf and mashed potatoes that's waiting in the fridge for me.

Tho', what I'd do for a hamburger helper cup. Mmmm...

The most genius invention yet.

I had some cereal, it's quick and easy and had whole grains.

Cool beans. o.o How is cereal dinner tho'?

Makes me want coco puffs tho'. Haven't had those in AGES. [All the cereals I like are sugary boxes of death. And Fruit Loops.... ]

Pft, I am FAR from inspiring! xD; I'm just a nutcase.
Total 5150, headcase.

But thanks, belial. <3 I appreciate it!

-sits down in thread- owo;

-sits down next to Ulty-

I'm in that new avi making mood but I'm still so in love with this one. I think I'll have to draw something of it before I feel okay letting it go. But that takes effort. I'm all out of effort for tonight.

I just wanna lounge in bed and read gay porn.

I wanna wash this damn dye out of my hair. xD;

And stop being sick to my stomach. -sighs-
It got worse with the dye smell. And I STILL wanna re-do my nails.
Which requires even more stench, and ughhhh.

Can you not just burn some candles or something to distract your nose?!

Dye in your hair? Are you re-coloring or?

And leave your nails alone for now. Or open a ton of windows and turn on fans.