Hives? Sucks. Majorly.

I've only had hives once and they lasted for about a week or so, got 'em from a dog I was sitting that went and played in some bushes. I almost killed myself it was that bad. I went absolutely insane. Only reason I got through the end of it was my girlfriend at the time (I think we were still dating? Or no. We'd just broken up.) nicked me some really good anxiety pills from her visiting aunt.

I'm going fuckin' insane. I can't ever get to sleep until like 7am because I have to physically and mentally wear myself out to sleep. The worst part is that without fail the itching always triggers my muscle seizures. I HATE THIS SHIT.

hmmm maybe find some night medication? it might help you fall asleep. at least until you know you stop itching...

Hey, guys.

Whats crack-a-lackin?

I now know how to make 3d breaded animals...

Hi everyone! I haven't been here for several days. o.o

I'm back lol :P

So, how has everyone been?

As for me, I guess life has been good mostly. I haven't been myself lately, hard to explain that part. That, and I'm trying to learn not to care what others think of me. One of my fears is people judging me for who I am. :/

I need to work on a Halloween Art Request.... <<;;

Bigtime.

-pokes teh Batty- You should get pieces of us. <3

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Also; I've moved onto lvl 2. It's fuckin' brutal. o.o What's with all this plank position shit! I miss lvl 1. D:

Um....am I missing anything?

I think batty should get on those arts as well... I love seeing art! and I LOVE HALLOWEEN!

Missing anything from what?

And GUYES GUYES. :) I've lost 5lbs so far.

HELL YEAH! GO BUSTY! ... I mean, HARLY!

way to go hellie! You are getting there!

I am at 35lbs since April.

-tackles with love- <3

Hehe, both work. I'm super excited. :) And I haven't even had to go on my parents crazy stupid diet to do it. Hah! :]

Busy reminds me tho', I need a better bra to work out in. I wear a sport top that has that extra tight built in bra thing but after I was done with all those stupid things like both of my tits had decided to crawl out of the bra a little and just chill in the shirt bra. WTH boobs. WTH.

-does a little dance- 5lbs. <3 That's like, halfway to 10!

edit Congrats WS! :) And I am. I was worried since I have to take breaks for my medical issues but apparently the way I've modified it is actually okay. And I've even let myself have a snack or eat pasta and things every weekend when I go to sarahs.

<.<;; If it means anything, I'm down to 101 pounds. >.>;;

That was a week ago. xD;


Harlotbby;; UWAAHHHH!! KEEP GOIN' CHICKA! -huggles uber tight-

O.O batty what is your goal and why????

and yes hellie you are getting there! Please keep us updated! It helps to have little praise every now and then

-grabs Batty and dances some moar- <3 I may buy myself knee braces and get something for my ankles too but hell yeah Imma keep going!

I was a little discouraged at first 'cause it was of course difficult and I couldn't see any change in myself but 5lbs. Now that's worth chugging on for. >D I'm a power house.

I need praise ALL the time.
Or else I don't feel like I'm doing a very good job.
And then I tend to... fall off the wagon? No, that isn't the right phrase.

I tend to not think I'm going anywhere. Discouragement is a good word for it.

And my goal was 105. But with this new program I'm on, its hardcore inches lost, and weight drops like crazy. Especially since I've been TRYING to eat a little more, which means, my body is more likely to give up the pounds.

Lately though, since I've been sick, I've only been able to eat toast crust. And not much else. Doesn't help we haven't gone shopping either... so theres literally NOTHING in the house.

well batty, i think you are good for lossing weight and you shouldn't try and loss any more.... It would be unhealthy to loss more...

though hellie is doing good with hers so far.. and that is all you need some motivation! I know i feel the same way.. that is why i can't get myself into working out.

-dances round and round in circles with her lover-

I need something for my ankles. xD; I just don't know whats actually OUT there for them. I've been splitting my shins... ><;

And I could prolly help find you a nice little workout bra/top online, but, because my tits are so small, I only work out in a wifebeater and a childs sports bra. xDD;

well batty from your weight i would only guess that you were small >w<

I've always had really small tatas. xD;
Even when I was heavy, I had small boobs.

Now they're just... even smaller. xD; I'm like a 32-34A

well that can be a good thing.... I have 40 Ds..... they are just soo annoying sometimes/..

:] Made myself a little progress chart for how many lbs I wanna loose with little boxes I can color in for progress.

My motivation is I want to look good again. I want to wear this one specific pair of jeans that's ripped to all hell, huge cuts in the back that if I'm not careful show undies and ALL NATURAL RIPS. They're my favorite flares, REAL flare bottom (none of this half assed shit they do nowadays), with paint stains and other shit. But it's a few sizes down from where I am. I looked damn good in those jeans. I want those jeans back.

Batbybby; (omg lol, Backstreet Boy is playing on Finnish late night radio.)

I'll look up this thing for you. I used to have to wear them when I did gymnastics because of my legs. They might help you. All the help I could get would be great.

My dad got me medically customized shoes. .____. They're like, a few hundred bucks. (Only shoes I've ever bought were like... $20) so those are coming in the mail and I'll be wearing those with my orthopedics.

-jiggles her boobs- They're fun to play with but I don't like looking at them naked without a bra.

White;; Not when you want them groped. xD; Or told your tummy sticks out more than your boobs do. OR that your ribs stick out further than your tits. =/

Harlotbby;; Thats awesome! I need something like that. xD; I generally work out barefoot.

YES. White Cheddar flavored rice cakes. <3 And cheese! We have cheese again!

Batty; That's stupid. And boob size is based on fat, which you have very little of. And I generally work out barefoot too but when it gets colder I'm gonna start my morning walks again. May just do one tom. if I can't sleep again.

Do you know how many times a day I hear I have two sets of boobs? And that my ribs are bigger? xD;

Well that's stupid. Really stupid. Because making fun of you is really the way to get you to better self esteem and to calm down a little on how much stress you put on yourself.

Where are you going?

-tackles Hels- Hello.

Hello luv. :) -falls to the floor- How are ya?

I'm...fine. Having trouble doing my homework x___X; I mean, I should be good at this, but...

is the homework hard

...Well, hard by whose standards?

by your standards?

It's not supposed to be. The concepts are fairly easy, but my mind is having trouble wrapping itself around the concept.

Espy, you can do eet!

What class is it for?

Fundamentals of Mechanical Engineering. I finished that problem...now this third problem is bugging me. The equations don't work...and there's no angle given. How is this supposed to work out...?