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I like soy burgers. And soy hotdogs. Boca Burgers are the BEST!

That's what I had. Oh lord. I felt sick for hours. Never again. I'll stick to my real meat. .___. It was a traumatizing experience. You're a brave woman with an interesting taste pallet.

Boca has some of the best soy meat around, TBH.
And I'd rather, if I'm eating a burger, have that... than the alternative.
At least I KNOW how many calories is in it.

My favorite used to be Tomato and Basil <33 Now, if I get them, I go with straight up vegetarian, cause thats only 70 calories. -nods-

And my nails are all pretty <33 I painted them sparkly black, with sparkly orange tips. <33333

Also: Opinion... since I got a 40 minute workout in earlier, a 30 minute bike ride, and a 30 minute walk... should I sans the evening workout? And kind of... ease back in to it, since I'm feeling a bit better? Or go all gung ho and rambo and just do it anyway?

Haha, yeah. There is that. You're a lot more focused on the diet thing. I usually just home-make my burgers so there's nothing really in it other than meat pepper and salt. And some chopped onions. Which isn't that bad for you. I mean it's something that's allowed on my parents crazy diet of NOTHING BUT LETTUCE. And shit.

o: And fancyyy. Sparkle is always good.

I'd ease into it. Either don't do it or just do some strength stuff while watching TV or something. :)

I've had awhile to get used to it... I used to eat nothing but lettuce. xD; And carrots. And grapes.

On occasion I'll have soy burgers if the fam is having regular ones, or soydogs if they're having hotdogs, or, I just won't eat. I'm not a HUGE FAN of red meat to begin with, I much rather chicken and stuff <333

AND I KNOW RIGHT? It made me feel ten times sexier. <3

Hm.. I suppose I could do that. So far, so good. I just don't want to push it TOO hard, and then lay myself out flat again..

I used to pref. chicken and then I moved to Texas. Texans are big on their beef. Haha. I've developed quite the taste for it.

Makes sense for your diet tho'. And prefs on food. I miss when I was a kid and I could still eat fish. Fish soup is one of my favorites (the super traditional Finnish type soup with potatoes and dill). Sometimes I find myself missing fish sticks too. Haha.

Yeah no, that's generally a good thing to avoid. My advice is to just relax and chill. Take it easy tonight. But I know sometimes you get antsy and really have to do something so if you HAVE to do something, just do some bicep curls or something while chilling. :)

<.<;; I'm already getting antsy. And I've only been sitting for like, a half hour. Lmao.

And the only reason why I'm so strict, is, because I CAN'T go back to where I was before. I even fucking switched my damn coffee creamers to sugar free to save 15 calories. xDDD; [.. switched EVERYTHING to sugar free, actually... most of the sugar free stuff is either zero calories, like my walden farms jelly jars <333]

Its just, I'm so freaking paranoid, you know?

What was before? If you don't mind me asking. I don't think you've ever told me.

I am hungry now tho' that we've been talking about food. Haha. But we're broke.

-cringes, shudders, and cowers-

195 was my highest... and I was a fucking BALLOON.

My max has been about the same. So I know the feels. -hugs- I don't think it's bad, but I personally don't like being anywhere near that range. I was once and never again. So I really know the feeling of not wanting to slip again and becoming obsessive. My happy weight nowadays is 125 (which I'm not at right now). I lost a little more weight but I looked awkward being skinnier than that. I've got broad shoulders because of the gymnastics and cheerleading I did growing up and I'm just naturally set like that. So I had to settle with 125.

I get the feels tho'. -pulls you in and pets- I bet you were still gorgeous anyway. You've got a pretty face that works with any weight. Just one of those faces, ya know? :)

You could obsessed with less healthy things like...idk. drugs? XD But it's good, you know?

HAYYY! ME TOO! I'm built like a motherfucking linebacker. xDD; I've got VERY broad shoulders, they've slimmed down some, because my body is SLOWLY coming in together. The problem I have, is all the loose skin BECAUSE of the... 100 pound weight loss? xD; I'm officially at 101. I was happy with being 105... but... my body just dropped it. I have no idea why. =/

But at least you were a skinny minnie when you were younger. See, after I watched my grandpa died, it all went south. I got super depressed, and stressed out, and, gained all that weight. People thought it was because I ate a lot, but, I never did. Still don't. [well, I've gotten worse-- hence, you know, being anorexic ><]

And you? You are GORGEOUS. So fucking gorgeous. I can't imagine you getting any goddamned sexier. xD; -nuzzles- I wish you were hereeeeee.


Funky;; You got a point there, but, I can get downright ridiculous.

Lies. I've seen pics of you. You're an itty bitty girlie. <3 I think 'lithe' when I think about you. :]

And that makes sense, tho' you should be able to tone that. Swimming or shit like that I hear helps.

And it could be stress. You're generally under a lot of stress. Tho with how regularly you work out you should've already platoed out.

HAHAHA. <3 I was not a skinny minnie. I mean looking back I don't think I was as bad as people made fun of me for. I told you about that rhyme right? That all the kids sang at me every day?

And it can go either way. Stress and depression and the way that your body deals with things and food processing is a basket of crazy. It could've been because you weren't eating that much. Body went into survival mode you know?

Oh hush you charmer. ;] Making me grin and blush. You've always thought I was weirdly awesome-sauce in the looks tho'. I love it. <3

I wish I was there tooooooo! D: -clings-

But you're like...a warrior. A HERO WITH THE QUEST THAT TRANSCENDS TIME ITSELF! >D

Funk;; LMFAO! A WARRIOR? No freaking way, man! xDD;

Harlotbby;; OF COURSE I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE A GODDESS! Like... I even told Zane, I WOULD KILL to be with you, maaaan. Fersrs. xDD; You've got the looks, the attitude, and and and... you are just amazing. In the most amazing of ways. You make be feel loads better about myself, for one, and for two? I just love you. <33

And lithe? Baby, I wasn't this "thin" back 7 years ago, when you met my ass. I've gone through SO much since then...

I'll respond more coherently in a wee bit. Just got to my phone. (It was in the bedroom, I'm in the living room.) HEY THERE HOT STUFF. <33 :) You know I save most of the stuffs you send to me.

xDD; I was just trying to show ya where I'm at, right now.

I feel like a balooga whale at the moment, though. Mom shared her sammich with me, so that I could try to have something in my tummy... <.<;; And now I'm all BLOAAAAAAAAT.

Stupid period.

There should be three of them.

Allrighty, cool beans. Have a sec to sit down and then running for a smoke.

I agree with Funk. WARRIOR PRINCESS...

D: < You damn better, because I love you too! -flexes muscles to not make it not a chick flick moment-

And aaaw sheeet. With all that compliment shit again. Making me look like an r-tard staring at my computer screen and grinning. OH U.


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Don't stop.

And I'm glad I help out. Because I believe in it 100% and it's my goal to make you see some of that beautiful you too the way I do. :)

Well, that's what I'd at least call you now. And you do not have linebacker shoulders. You have gorgeous shoulders. I should know. I've seen them. D:< And I"m a god dang genius. I know shit. I graduated high school.

edit; Stupid period indeed. And I saved all three. :] Last one's my fave.

LOL. Betch, I aint even got mah GED! SO YOU IS 20 TIMES SMURTER THAN I AM! <3333

And I can't help it!! You know how much I adore you, love <33

Haha, not at all. If things even out for you at all I know you'll get it done. You's a smart chicka. :) I wouldn't like you as much if you weren't. I'm not a fan of stupid.

Sarah got all jelly 'cause she's the one that told me my phone went off and was all "it was a media message, what's she send you" and I went all " :] Hehe. <3"

She's making me watch the Arkansas football game tho'. I WANT REGULAR TV.

I ain't complain. You know I love me some Battyluvins. ;]

TAKE THAT, SARAH! BWAAHAHAHAHAHA! And I know, I know. I never graduated due to being bullied so bad, my mom withdrew me. Then, we never had the money to allow me my GED. ><; -sighs- My life is so screwed. xD;

But I be jelly of HER! She gets to sleep wif you. ALL TEH TIME!

You'll get there. GED doesn't actually mean shit on a realistic lvl. Just sucks job wise a lot.

That's not cool beans. Tho' you already know there's a lot of asses I would kick if I was able to.

Haha. It's not that spectacular. Sarah was the first girl I was with too. I'll let you in on a secret, I would not go down on her for MONTHS when we first got together back in the day because I was TERRIFIED of fucking it up. So bad. Then one night, got drunk, and just said FUCK IT. She's like, always been a "player" with women at the parties she used to go to, real big, bad ass reputation for shit like that and apparently I'm not too shabby. [/small bit of self-esteem there that she does give me with her rep and still wanting to be in the sack with me.] I'm a damn good cuddler tho'! D: < CUDDLY AND PROUD!

Can I let YOU in on a lil secret? Neither have I.
I never even went down on a guy, until Zane [at the age of 20 xD], and, apparently, I'm damned good at using my tongue. <.< >.>;

-ahem-

YEAH FREAKIN WAY MAN...WOMAN! XD #double pistols and a ;)

LMFAO!

That made my night <3

I'm glad. I don't get to make people's nights that often. XD

I'd believe it hot stuff. Zane's a lucky man.

(New ghost adventures I think on right now, watching some episode in Jamaica.)

*reads back*
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Wow. Im oblivious.

Funky- It's adorable tho'.

Me and Batty get away with some interesting conversations sometimes when no one's looking.

Assuming you were talking about that.

I am. It's actually an odd turnon. >_< I feel weird now.

Hola woop. How are you this evening?

Funky; What can I say. Me and Batty are very hot stuff when we come together.

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@"Double Dee Doop Dawg" How's the aussie life?

Woop; It's 3:15 AM here so. haha.

And that sounds cool. And drinking a little watching TV. Finding something funny to watch is the hard part. Late night TV sucks.

And on pottermore in potions class brewing the cure for boils. :)

(I so did not add the wrong amount of porcupine quills!)

Funky; I'll take that as a good thing.

Not much. it's like 1:18 in the morning here.

It's kinky. ;D

Haha, well I'm lucky to have Batty for that too. This is a two person team of a sexy hurricane. I do love that chica.