I'll probably end up nomming on a little something later-- but I'm trying to hold out as long as I can. ><

So am I batty...I eat once a day maybe...

How about ya'll give me all that food you're not eating? I'm starving.

Also; going back to my mmo. God this thing is addicting.

No you need to be here not on the MMO....

You could always join me. :) It's free.

What is it, anyway? xDD;

9dragons.

I played it YEARS ago and then the company went bankrupt. It's up again with a dif. owner. Personally I love it.

Ahhh.

I kind of suck at MMOs. xDD; I'm MUCH better at console games.

I'm not very good at 'em either. :] Trust me, I'm fumbling my way through it. But it's fun. It's asian mythology based too.

9dragons - all I do is look that up?

Yup. Well here-

http://9dragons.gamescampus.com/

I'm a part of the Back Clans. That's the only thing as far I know if you pick a character not in your friends side and server it won't patch you through. :) But I think the black clans are cooler anyway. There's on in the white clan that's male avi's only and the one I'm in of course is women only so that's that.

Hummm - do I want to start another mmo is the real question, my man love said he wants me to play Star Wars with him.

Well if you do start playing hit me up. Sarah's playing Star Trek and this one right now so.

So our router caught on fire. I'm stealing someone else so don't know how long I'll have this connection.

Internet shut off, I went to see why. Fiddled around with it, figured maybe there was something wrong with the cord, plugged it into a dif. one bam it's working but then smoke starts billowing out of it.

Electric fires taste and smell nasty. Don't get near that shit.

Dunno when we'll get a new router.

//pokes thread

It caught on fire? Ono
Holy cow. I'm glad you didn't get hurt..
I hope you get another one soon...

Yeah me too. My throat just burns like a bitch.

... *Makes his nest here.* = w = I need to stop disappearing for freaking ever because when I come back I've no idea what's going on.

This is very much the truth. xD;

batty looks pretty!

New router comes tom. Hopefully it won't explode this time.

Also; new goal. Lose 20lbs by October. Now I just have to figure at a medically healthy way for me to do it since I can't do most work outs.

hmmm that sounds hard.... I haven't a clue how you are going to do that...

Eating a very specific diet (tho' I don't really eat at the moment so it's more like ADDING food to it) and this DVD set thing that has 3 lvls of 20 minute work outs that I'm going to start doing once a week to ease myself into it and then twice a week.

Just got done with my first one. :)

that is good to hear! I think i need to get a DVD... I think it would help out a bit... the book i got isn't really helping much.. no motivation

My sister left it for me. The DVD doesn't really motivate me honestly. I'm just wanting to get to a certain weight for myself. I got tired of my parents comments but I'm not doing it for them, or anyone else for that matter. I'm doing this for me because I want to feel good again. A lot of big worries are over now. Yeah I'm not going to school, parents aren't happy with that but at least now I know. Yeah I've got debt coming up but my parents will help. I have set goals ahead of me and I don't have to worry about anyone else. No crazy roommates, no drugs in the house that I have to worry about, not paying for anyone else. It's just a kick back to change. Last time I pushed myself this hard was when I got John's first year memorial tattoo. It's been 3 years and I didn't get to go to Finland, so that sucks. But if I work hard i can make it winter or have enough money saved up for next summer.

No DVD or book is going to give you that type of motivation. To say fuck it and try and get to a place where you're happy. I had to get in fights with a lot of people to finally feel this way, even a little bit about myself. :)

And by the by; do you still want your commission you ordered from me? I'm about to sit down and draw.

HO HARLOTBBY!!!

It isn't Jillian Michaels by chance, is it?
Cause, if its 30 day shred, thats what kicked me off. <3

I am feeling good about myself! I am under 200 now and i'm glad. It took awhile, but at least i am here! I just can't seem to get myself to work out in the least.

:] I'm waiting for WS but in the meantime I'm drawing a piece for you and me. It's super cute idea so far. <3

And I think it is. My sister liked it and recommended it. And she left her hand weights so.


[edit] WS; Congrats. :)

Geez.. that's just... wow

Yeahhh! I started out with that one, and now I do ALL her workouts.

oh batty you seem so crazy with that stuff. How do you get yourself to do it? or at least in the beginning.. how did you do it?

Asami; What's a wow?

Batty; So far it was okay. Like I had to take a minute break with the cardio because it's so leg heavy and medically I'm not allowed to do it but other than that made it through just fine. :) I'm excited to get really started. I'm also prob. gonna start my hour morning walks again when the weather cools down. I'll let you know how I feel after about a week of this.

It wasn't easy.. trust me.
But I hated seeing myself in the mirror.
I could not STAND myself anymore, or the way I looked, or felt..

My ass hit rock bottom. So I got up, and did something about it.


Harlotbby;; You better! I'll be yo personal TRAINAH!

Quote:

Originally Posted by Batty (Post 1341508) It wasn't easy.. trust me. But I hated seeing myself in the mirror. I could not STAND myself anymore, or the way I looked, or felt.. My ass hit rock bottom. So I got up, and did something about it.

Had to quote for truth. The last time I did this, same exact feeling. Everything went to hell again. And bam.

O: PERSONAL TRAINAH. Sounds like the plot to a porno. ;]

(In my art thread is a preview of what I'm working on for us.)

ugh motivation..... i need some.

=O! Ohmygawd, bby, you're amazing <333 YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO!

I'm gonna be heading off in a bit to play a bit more of my mmo again.

Yes I did. You had that secret comish slot and you told me just to change it to you and me. So I did. :)

invasion of piracy! ahoy!


-lurks-

-snuggles-

I love you <333 Go play your MMO :3

I'll be back later. :)