No. You are Batty! Not disposable!
Whichever, or Whatever Bastard told you that needs to have a brain transplant.
You're VERY VERY important.

xD;

No one said anything about it, Luna Love!

Its just from the way people treat me, I feel like I am.

Then they need to be punched in the face. I've had enough of that treatment done to me for the whole world.
Whoever they are, you need to tell them that they are acting in a way that isn't fair to you, and that they need to stop it!

-counts down on her fingers and toes-

Thats a LOT of people. xDD; Ehh, I shouldn't be doing this anyway.
Its stupid. I'm USED to having my heart kind of smash into a million pieces.
I honestly don't think I really have one to break anymore. I guess its just residual pain.

Nya...the Batty I know is wonderful though. I wish people wouldn't treat you in a way to make you feel disposable ><

You need a leaf blower, orange juice, gasoline, and a lighter!

So do I, trust me.

I'm slowly just... I don't even know. A lot of shit has gone down in the last five/six months. And I don't even know who the hell I am anymore, who the hell I can trust, and if anyones word is actually genuine.

Its bad enough to make a girl want to just give up on a lot of things, despite being told she's strong, and can move passed shit.

Then what you need to do is do something odd... something spontanious and very much not what you would do.

-giggles-

That could be A LOT of things, Miss Luna! -snickers-

Well Batty, all I can say is that when I'm available, I'm here to listen. I'm certain many people on Tris would say the same.

-huggles the Batty-

Edits: Haha, Luna's suggestion is really good I think :p

Thas how I get out a really bad funks. Doing something odd and opposite of what you normally do shows you the world in a different light, and helps you grow. Perhaps it'll help you to meet people who know how to treat you, and you could become friends.

I wish it were as simple as that, though its definitely not.

At this point, I trust very little in people. I give my all, I throw myself out there, and well.. CRUSSSSSSH.

*clings on the batters*

-nuzzles on the Lauv-

did you get my PM a few days back?
That I'm not able to ship tobacco internationally?

-pouts-

Yeah, I was really busy though, and couldn't reply.
I'll just have to get em' online. -lepout-

remember the link I gave you? I hope that helps ^^~
*snuggles the batty*

I probably won't get 'em for awhile yet though.

I got two brand new shower towels this month, and a new grocery store run backpack. I refuse to get anything else for awhile, I don't really deserve it. xD;

lol, bats, you're such a spender~
I wish I could buy some things for myself though D:
*rolls around grumbling*

Zane got them for me... because I won't buy things for myself.
I spend whatever money I have on other people.

And it was all from the dollar store, so, it wasn't THAT much. xD;

zane is such a gentleman. I probably should start treating him nicely. xD; oh and I need to pay him the 4k that I owe him,lol

Haha, he CAN be! <3

why do i feel so bored

Because you have a pole dancing bunny?

na, its probably the kandi pattern

I've been feeling lethargic, and passy-outie all day.

You should get a doctor to check that out...

-leaves love all over thread-

Ahh... I is covered in loves...

*picks up the loves*
What a mess D:

*shakes self* I know, and it's all over the walls and ceiling too. Cleaning this up will take weeks...

I know. D: Zane, WHY YOU GO WASTING THIS LOVINGS?!?!

Cause he's overflowing with loves?

Hmmm...
EVERYONE IN TRISPHEE SEEMS TO BE OVERFLOWING IN LOVINGS!!
*rolls around in it*

o__o;
You sure you want to do that? You have no idea where that love has been.

I am sure, Luna. *nods and continues to roll*

Alrighty then... If you're sure.

*pokes the luna*
why? don't you wanna BASK in this lovings? :3

I gots more then enough lovings on my own, plus I have Serra to give me even more. I don't need no lovings that've been laying all over the ground. ;P

lol, I'm just a greedy pig then xD;
i have enough, but I want mooooore.
*giggles and dances around*