Yeah. I'm just. Is one god damn day out of the year too much to ask? Is one GOOD BIRTHDAY where I don't end up crying too much to ask? Can I just have one god damn birthday where I'm glad I'm alive. Just one. One day when people don't make excuses and explain it away that they hurt me. Just once "I fucked up, let me make it better and actually sacrifice a little of my time and effort and comfort to do so". I do that for her all the time. So why. I don't. Argh.

Some people are like that. :/

If she does that all the time, I would question if she is really worth your time and friendship unless she is family cause you don't deserve to cry on your birthday. :{

She's my ex-girlfriend/still best friend. We've been through a lot together. Like, I could never abandon her. We've both lost too much to be able to do that.

Ah, didn't know that. :/
Well hopefully the rest of your birthday will go well.

and Happy B-day from me. I have to run I'm afraid.

Blarg. Hewwo folks.

*rolls in the thread, hoping for ashy to be not around*

Hewwo Massy. :3

Night got infinetly better. She made it better.

Glad to hear things went better. :3

I am alive!!!

Hi Kid, what's up? c: How is everyone and Helsinki, I'm glad your night got better!

Just got back from a convention. Exhausted and tired and stuff....

My toe is swollen...

And yeah, me too. :]

Tho', we went to the bar and there was this super creep. Came in, stared at me as he did. Went to the bar, didn't buy anything. Lit up a cigarette and hovered about an inch from my body trying to scoot closer. Ignored the hell out of him and he left once he was done with his cig. CREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

D: What happened to it?!

And I started my business college course today. Never knew anyone could actually take the FIVE MINUTE BREAK TO BREAK OUT A SMOKE (I'm really sensitive to cigarette smoke).

...Actually, it kind of smelled sweet, and since I've 1.) never smelled a cigar before and 2.) only smelled pot once, I'm not too sure what it was...

Bug bite. Assuming you're talking about my toe.

And it was probably a clove.

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-l3deka09Zf...cigarettes.jpg

Neosporin or alcohol? D:

...Right. /wouldn't know, still

I have neither. But I'm covered in bug bites anyway. Just even more annoying because it's my toe. >.< Itches so bad.

And it smells super sweet, and tastes kinda like... Christmas in a weird way. Or at least that's my opinion. It's the only smoke type thing I can think of that would smell sweet. Weed smells more like a pleasant version of a skunk and regular cigarette smoke is heavy and rough and kinda charred smelling.

Then it's probably that.

I had a mosquito bit on my toe, too. A rather "poisonous" mosquito at that...kind of made my whole toe swell up.

Hm...how about an ice pack for numbing? I've never tried toothpaste, but i've heard that works o.O;;

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I missed you Hels <3

-runs around- Herro?

Anddddd I'm a damn tomato.

-glomps- Batteh~ -huggles-

OW OW OW OWWWWWW!!!!
GENTLE LOVE, BELLE! GENTLE. LOVE.

why? do you have a sunburn? -frowns-

Yessss.

I'm all lobster-fied from spending three hours at the pool, in a hundred degree heat. xD;

have you heard of Sunblock? it works wonders.

have you heard I'm poor?
Can't afford any =P

-pats- I'm sorry...

S'all good, mannnnn.

I think I'm gonna go watch supernatural with my mom now. xD;
We've been playing major season catch up.

How does my avi look, by the by?

I love the avi, and you have fun, I'm gonna go run around the neighborhood screaming.

...Is this something I should be worried about?

should you be worried about something?

Yes, you running around screaming...

-grins- I normally do that.

That's a bit alarming.

it shouldn't be...

Or maybe my life's just too tame.

yes, that must be it.

I don't find that alarming but than I'm living with someone who actually will suddenly run around screaming -and she's 80 years old- And I admit, I sometimes have the urge to do that.. -evil grin- and I'm suppose to be an adult, I really set bad samples for the kiddies. But oh well, they're suppose to be corrupted anyway.

Sure glad no nasty little bloodsuckers around here, I'm actually bite free this Summer.. just bruise city.. {and that bike always wins too.. no fair.. D: there should be an abuse hotline for people who get beat up by their suppose to be bikes everyday.}

Anyway, how are you Belle? -chomps on Batty- hehehe.

fine, how are you?