What's going on batty? Skype.

I poured my soul out on Twiggu. xD; And Phil.

-sighs-

I see..
so.. what to talk about?

Its just really dumb self loathing crap, honestly. xD;
That I've been feeling way too much of lately.

Its understandable .. people go through that all the time

My self esteem has totally imploded.

): //huggles
batty you are so very beautiful. I wish you could see what we all see when we look at your pictures or for other people who look at you in real life. You are gorgeous. Here I have a song I want you to listen. From me to you. http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=J0yccAsWTOY
use any metaphor you want. But remember you are the moon. Strong beautiful. Yes you have imperfections but they make you even more beautiful <3

Thanks, Asami.. <33 I don't know why its been so bad lately. Its getting SO much worse, when it WAS getting better.

-tackles and hugs-

We all have down falls
I feel as if I'm on one as well
I'm trying to hold strong but it doesn't really work much
I try hard to fight it. But when you've experienced true depression you'll never get away from it. No matter how hard you try. No matter how happy you seem.
So live in the moment. Let the people around you help. Open up
tell them when something is wrong
don't push anyone away. Because you never know if that person ends up being the one to save you.

Look at cute Asami geting all logical. -pats Asami-

She's very right you know batty. When I'm seriously down I come to you. Because your one of my best friends. But you are beautyful! You shouldn't let people say that shit to you. I miss that old batty that would rip the persons head of and run around with it if they pissed you of.

I can be serious when I need to.
Most of my friends come to me for advice.

LMFAO!

I pick and choose who I behead now. xD; Its mostly ME, but, hey!
we all have flaws. =P -twirls around own head like a dullahan-

I: batty.. don't put yourself down ever.
I don't want to hear that from you.
We all get enough shit from the world. We don't need ourselves tearing us apart.
Life's already hard enough...

Well be happy batty. -ha.. I rhymed ... Go me-

The convention is coming up and I got tickets!

Woot (:
see be happy<3
we all loves you

Mostly me. It's cuz I'm awesome. The love part.

But seriously be happy. Ill come over and hang out for a bit. But we need to go out and eat and drink.

O: what??!! I totally love batty lots

Asami;;

I know, babe. Trust me.
Its one of my two downfalls.

I swear to gods I'm not a mental case, but when it comes to me..
All I ever seem to be doing lately is tear myself to pieces, until I'm all bare and exposed. And thats when I start to hurt the most.

I've been having bad days more and more frequently. And it just sucks. xD;

I do to she's awesome!

Don't worry I love you to Asami -hugs-

Well batty... when you start feeling bad talk to someone who loves you a lot.

Hermes is gone, remember?
He's the one who used to bring me WAY the fuck up when I began to feel like this.

And I'm too afraid to push it on to anyone else, and Zane.. I just think he says things to make me feel better. He just sputters shit out, without really thinking about it.

OH! MY! GOD!

): I know Hun...
Tell sane how you feel. Tell him to say things from his heart not just say things..
find a group of people if it comes to that

doesn't help that I dont really listen, either. xD;

I'm a stubborn bat.

Well we will bombard you with loves.
Also I'm going to take a shower here soon
I hope I helped

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh myyyyyyyyyyyy goooooooood!

You did <333

I'm prolly gonna go talk to Obbie, and watch Lost Girl with Zane here in a bit.

BATTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How is my son!?!?

Dead. I told you Thor died, didn't I?

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oo. . . . . . You didnt. . . . . -crys-

I CRIED WORSE. xD;

I don't have any hermits anymore... the constant climate change, and, two or three of them molting improperly killed them..

-dies- x.x

Dreams are sometimes just a little too bittersweet for me.

im on meds for being crazy does that count?

HERRO? HERROOOOOOOOOO?

//rolls around waiting for people

I'm here. Kind of sort of.
Downloading new ringtones cause I need new ones.

O: fun.. which ones are you getting??

A few sick puppies songs that I'm currently addicted to. Haha.

oh which ones?