lol...it's as blinding as the freakin white kid's shirts i had to tag yesterday. box after box. didn't get them done...thunk i left 4 or 5 of the whites. but that definitely wasn't the end of the kid shirts xD

Yeah. The old one was a lot easier on the eyes, haha.

I kinda wish there was a nightmode for this site, but that might take extensive recoding.

I can give up anything if it's for the right reason and this definitely is!! It's far better for the environment and for me!!! Yes, I've already had occurrences of looking at meat and feeling like I'm about to throw up and grimacing a lot at it. But that's alright, I'm so ready to do this right.

I also wish there was a night mode.

night modes are best modes xD

i mean, agave nectar is a lot costlier to have than regular honey, and getting regular honey is easier than agave nectar, and it doesn't hurt the bees because they already produce a lot of honey. hell, they'd be drowning in honey if we didn't harvest it, so we're basically co-operating with 'em. and the bee blocks and such help with natural predators.

you should see my dad on bees, he loves the little fuckers.

also, i might make another avatar based on the pillow talk stuff. probably aster in a shirt or turtleneck and pj shorts.

**curls up in a corner**

*hugs her tammers and sends all the plushies she'd want for comfort*

And a shelf for them to go on? **tiredly hugs plushies** Thanks.

*builds a shelf for her* xD

I have to get real life shelves. Sometime when I can brain. How was work?

*makes blanket nest in the corner, starts plotting out ways to make sure her stuff is safe when she gets the fuck out of Iowa*

**gives Den a big poofy pillow for her nest**

Another place claiming to do cheap California housing.

So, Tam, I'm seriously loving the colors lf your horse and how your avatar is still going on the adventure, such a cool idea!!!!

should i make an eyeburner avatar? yay or nay

I say do it if you wish to!!! It's your life!!!!

Actually, there's a new story. But right now I'm too tired and ouch to tell it.

Ahhhh, that's perfectly fine, take as much time as you may need or not even tell me at all, I don't need to know!!!

work has been work. 20 hours down for this week..only 28 more to go *crawls in a hole* xD

i vaguely wish i had a proper job, but nobody hires 16 year olds that haven't done their GCSEs.

YOU'RE SO YOUNG!!! o.O

I'm 45, and I used to get fired from VOLUNTEER jobs for being weird. I'm not weird... okay, yes, I am and proud of it. But what they were calling weird was PTSD. *grump*

*rolls around slowly, wrapped in blankets* yesterday kicked my butt, and I think I'm coming down with something.

**adds dollies and a warmer to Denorito**

Omg, you're far younger than I could have ever thought, void!!! I thought you were a well managed adult with a nice job, nice house, etc. This makes me dissatisfied with my people reading skills, oops. It's quite hard for me to find a job too, apparently. One month and several places applied to and nothing, just nothing.

I'm a literal teenager and I will bitch about being a teenager.
This includes bitching about acne. Fuck acne. I used to get made fun of for getting acne.
Joke's on them, I'm legally going to launch them to the fucking moon with no oxygen.

Fuck the schooling system for not doing shit about the bullying problem I had.

Okay, I get that but that is no meaning to go against me for it because me and mdom said something about it, there is no need. I was made fun of for several things when I was younger and in school, specifically my short hair my mom forced me to have and the fact I was an all A grade student. But I kept on and kept getting my good grades and respect because I knew better than to let it get to me. If you ask me, this place already has enough toxicity and you need more maturity. It doesn't matter how near or far you are from being an adult, people need to know exactly what respect and hope is and they can't get it if you're snapping off at people for past experiences without saying sorry. I did and yet I got more hatred and disrespect from you as if I deserved it. You really need to know that life is much more than you think it is.

What? I didn't see him going off on me or you, just against whoever bullied him (and the school for not doing anything. I feel ya, back in the day they said me and my bully were supposed to be friends wtf).
People are different, Inspire. Whatever you two have, hash it out before I call a mod. I mean, they're watching but still.

i don't even have any beef w/ this human, i'm just fucked off that i got fucked over in the friendship department in the first place bc of the bullying shit that happened.

also, the mods are always watching.

*blinks* hi....lol

if y'all need jobs, i guess you better move here. the warehouse i work at is always hiring lol! but it's strenuous work :( but thankfully my trainer is super nice. i told her the fan was causing a strobing effect with the lights and it was causing me issues, she got someone to turn off that particular fan for me. when i had to walk 5 miles from my house to my friend's so i could carpool to work with her on weds, my trainer was like...take as many rests as you need to. that's insane. don't worry about your numbers...LOL. yeh...

That sounds great, tsukiko, I'd love to work at a workplace like that. I love how you got the help you needed when you did, that's so great!!! I'm planning on doing some more volunteering like I did when I was younger for a museum, I wrote articles for their newspaper then too, it was quite cool!!! I'd love to volunteer for a nursing home and such!!! Finally, on the drama scene, as far as it goes, I was trying to help void, not flame them. That's simply all it was, trying to help.

que. what do you mean by trying to help me.

can't exactly do strenuous work. if anything, i'll probably stick to a cashier job if i can't find a job in programming in the next town over. that, and i'm not in america. don't think i'll be able to go over there anytime soon. (though, that's assuming you're in america. i wouldn't know.)

The mods are big brother.

they're usually watching, unless they're procrastinating.

-whines at no one in particular about annoying post surgery pains-

I hope I'll be able to work somewhere again, anywhere, I can't stand or sit really without some kind of pain. Blah.

(Impatiently healing)

At least you have a good reason for ouchment. **hug**

yes, a long overdue surgery. *hugs to all* i feel accomplished today. got nearly my apt cleaned. a few things i couldn't get done without proper supplies, but that happens lol. that will get all done in the next few weeks. wewt!

Yes, but I still wish I could go back to the relatively painless days, if I'm going to be unable to use my computer still XD

SERRA YOU'RE ALIVE AND KICKING!!!!

my parents are basically trying to evict me and I'm pretty much SOL, because percy-car is no longer worth fixing.