Pie is in the oven. >.< In 20 minutes we'll find out if I fucked up a pie or not.

oh you should take a picture to show us if it was good or not! i think i might be making brownies or something tomorrow. it might have to be cake though... I don't think we have cocoa

My mom and I will be baking some cookies to take with us on vacation pretty soon. o wo My arm hurts just thinking about the mixing process. D:

hmm but i would just love to have sweets again... i am on a diet so i have yet to have much of them and i think it is starting to make me depressed.. every time i see my boyfriend enjoying food i can't have makes me sad....

I'll def. take a picture and share it. xD And hopefully it'll end up tasting okay. So far it doesn't smell too awful. >.<

I've never baked pie before. I've done home made cinnamon rolls several times, sweet bread and brownies.

o: I baked a pizza from scratch before.

Hello everyone! How are all of you today?

Super fabulous, and you? owo

I'm kinda bored, and getting ready to take a friend of my home.

//runs around singing :3

-rolls on in-

Showers = <3

Wow. Suddenly, Action!

You are lucky batty...

Why ish I lucky? xD;

Because you can shower every day
my parents told me I'm only allowed to shower once a week if that...

O__________O EW. THATS SO NASTY!
What the hell is wrong with them?

I know. I shower at my best friends house when I'm allowed to go over for long enough. So sometimes I get to shower twice to four times a week(again if I'm lucky)

Basicially they hate me and my little brother

Its the worst thing in the world. I wish I could shower at least once a day... I know people who shower twice a day... so lucky...

Please don't say ew ... it makes me feel worse about my situation.... :'[

OMG it's FREAKING AMAZING. It looks a little more like a cake but this thing is fucking delicious. Next time I'll have to put more rhubarb in it. Pictures coming in a bit, have to wait for my phone to get it into my e-mail.

O_______O whuut? cake? huh? xD;

Asami;; I'm not saying ew at you, love.
I'm saying it at your parents. They're fucked up.

I know I just feel so nasty all the time...
when I do get to shower its the best thing ever<3

I once asked them about it and they told me
"Our water bill is so high all the time. So no showers"
:/ then why did you have so many dang kids!!

As the friend who encourages legal action in every instance, I say that unless they have a good reason, that's neglect. Which is very bad. So go talk to the Police.

Well I'm 19 so not much use
plus... I don't want to get people in trouble... I don't like that

Mike told me when we move out I get to take as many showers as I want
I cried when he told me that

So when are you planning to move out?

Its kinds undecided Atm
I'm not telling my parents until its close to the time.
I think when I'm 21 and married to Mike.

Ehhh... If you're going to be marrying Mike, you should move in with him at least six months before so you get used to living together, and so that you kind find the little things that are only noticed about a person by living with them.

I was talking a few days ago about cooking traditional Finnish foods? Finally got around to cooking the rhubarb pie and it turned out amazing, just rose a little too high at the center.

It's one in the many recipes I've set out for myself. I think next time I'm gonna make pea soup. And then... I don't know what the english for it is but Here's a picture tho'.

I am so excited. Especially since Sarah gets paid Wed. so we can actually spend a little money on groceries.

Quoted for truth.

Tho'... 21's a little early to be married. ._. If it happens; great. Just, don't gun for it. That expectation is absolutely ruining one of my friends relationships. She's only 19 and she wants to be engaged right now and married in a year or so. It's stressing the hell out of him.

Well he already spends the weekend with me when he can
So we are pretty used to it so far

But honestly I feel so bad for my little brother because hes in highschool and stuff
so its worse on him really
plus he has only one outfit
because my mom hates buying stuff for us
She goes and gets herself $200 purses yet can buy us clothes
I have 2 shorts and 1 pants and a handful of shirts. Christian literally has only one pair of pants and one or two shirts
he always wears the same jacket all the time...
And we each have one pair of shoes.. while my mom has around 20 pairs and yells at me for wearing them... u.u I cant wait till I'm gone

They tell me to get a job but that's the hardest thing here. They don't believe that ive put in around 5 or more applications to each establishment in my town.
I got yelled at today for that. So I'm a little depressed...

I'm only going to do a court wedding. I could care less about big fancy events. :/
So I wont be so stressed out when it happens.
but hey everyone is different just because they are like that doesn't mean I will also it could but anything is better than what I'm going through atm

Asa; If your brothers a minor (which I assume it is) you really should tell someone about that. You're old enough to where they don't have a legal obligation to you anymore.

Tho'.. I only have one pair of shoes and have only had one pair of shoes for about... forever. I have to be forced into shoes. Until they're pulling apart in the soles they're good. edit... I also only have one pair of jeans that I wear.... no shorts. Huh. Maybe I should expand my wardrobe. But I'm kinda okay with it. Your mom's stupid tho'. Clothing is kind of a basic thing to provide for your kid.

And ALL parents don't get how hard it is to find a fucking job. The one line I hate the most "when I was your age" well fuck them. Our parents generation and our grandparents are a good chunk of the reason we can't get a god damn job. It's not the same world, you can't pay your bills on a paper route. =/

Well... if that's what ya'll are planning then there's that, hopefully it works out the way you've planned. My very opinionated views on relationships can take their happy ass back to my brain. I really hope that works out for ya.

I know I'm just saying.. I wish I had more clothes so they don't ruin as fast.
You.know how you wear something over and over it starts to get ratty and ruined? That's my entire wardrobe :/
I wouldn't even mind if she didn't buy herself a bajillion things and shove it in our faces. She really does that. Shove it in our face. :/
but honestly if I could id buy Christian clothes.... I wish I could

//sigh
I wish they could understand
they mainly want me to get a job to pay for their food...
They aleady make two of my brothers pay part of their checks to them u.u
its not really fair..

I know lol
I don't have a fairytale view of relationships
I know it will be very hard
but I know we can pull through it

Edit: oh and the only reason I have two shorts now is because I had to fight for them...

>.< Yeah, some of my favorite shirts have huge holes in them that I have no idea how they got there!

And yeah; that's a bad mother, shit, a bad human being. Someone should gut her. :3 You don't treat your kids like that.

Your two other brothers, they legal adults or minors too? 'Cause it they're legal adults, best thing to do is leave. Other than that -shrugs- if they're living in your parents household you kinda have no choice. (Parents shouldn't charge you money but legally they can.) If they're minors than really, bring it up to someone. I think family is worth getting other people into trouble for.

And I'll keep my fingers crossed. And it's not so much about the fairytale aspect but the age aspect. You don't seem like a person who has their head in the clouds so I'm not worried about unrealistic expectations. Just be careful, things can get expensive. Hope it works out tho'.

Yeah same... someone slipped buffalo sauce on one of my favorite shirts that ive had since 8th grade and its stained. I was so sad... ): one less shirt I have now....

They are adults ones like 26 and the others 20
but yeah idk I just don't like it... :/ it seems wrong. If they need money my mom should get a job
they say I don't try. She tried once and didn't try anymore after that.

I know but we already have a house that's fully paid for in Florida. So we are okay there. His grandpa is giving it to him when hes ready to take it.

You should talk to those two brothers of yours. Do they live with your parents? If not, see about moving in with them. If they do, talk to them about stop paying your mom and use the money to get a house so that you all can get away from those horrid people.
Oh. And on the day you leave, sock your mom in the face for me. I REALLY despise bullies. And that's what your mother is doing to you and your brothers.

I don't think my brothers would be willing to do that
my mom has them whipped ya know

I plan on punching her hard.

WOOT! Down with the bullies!

Yep
oh on a good note
anyone else heard of krispy kreme??

Doughnuts are good. I'm kinda dissapointed that the Krispy Kreme near me stopped with the free doughnut thing.

Oh no I'm talking about the up and rising youtube rapper
he just released a video... made me cry) : poor guy
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3uPzBiwl1X4

Anyways he does these really catchy songs and I mean yeah at first you're like omg this is stupid but man it grows on you...
I listen to them all the time and love it
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=plPsnWFng0w
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=loIUe0iCHBE

YES IT IS FARKING DELICIOUS.

Oh, I just the the above post ....

I like doughnuts better D<

D8 is everyone going to think my sig is about the doughhnut shop?