I am so fucking just. ARGH. NOW HE'S SAYING HE HAS AN STD THAT CAN CAUSE CANCER. WHAT THE HOLY FUCK. I ... ARGH!!>tpoetiuoaespiuteorsiutei;oawetoiaetwiooaetw iu;aetwiuotewial

Fucking really? I'm a big girl, if you didn't wanna come over or juts chickened out just fucking tell me.

Why can't I meet a fucking guy with a pair. Every guy I've met in the last year has been like this, flakey and needing their balls to drop. Why do I keep attracting these fuckers or the creepy mentally fucked ones that live in a basement. THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME. >.<

I just. FUUUUUCK. I'm about to go throw things. >.< I feel like shit.

And I asked him, and HE AVOIDED THE QUESTION INSTEAD OFFERING TO SEND ME A PIC OF WHAT HE THINKS MIGHT BE AN STD. WHY?!?!? I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. WE WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE HANGING OUT NOT FUCKING. (Tho' that was eventually once I got comfortable with him goal.)

Its not YOU
its guys..
they are dumb, and theres very few good ones.
maybe you just need a change in location? ;3

** Updated; sent back "Not an answer to the question."
Response being "I totally forgot."

Bull fucking crap. You spend 80% of your day texting me EVERY GOD DAMN DAY. And suddenly you FORGET?

SEND BACK

"Bull fucking crap. You spend 80% of your day texting me EVERY GOD DAMN DAY. And suddenly you FORGET? "

@batty xD Yea you do *giggles*

@mizzy xD they are always out to get you

@harley O.O oh my really he seems ummm weird to say the least ><

EDIT: Wow really he would just forget >_>

Obbie he sounds like an ass.
a pig that just wanted sex. not a night full of movies with the most awesome chick in TX

Mizzie; -curls up and loves on- I just wanna be flirted with and all that fun stuff and just meh. ): I just want a god damn man, and maybe that's too much to ask for. It's been 3 years (and you know why) since the last time anyone actually put their money where their mouth is. I just don't get it. The only guys that I get are DB's like this or the ones that shove me around and corner me at bars. =/

And damn I really do. I am getting so bogged down where I'm living. Just fuck it all.

Obbie; Tell me about it. =/ We had a great time last time we went out and since then just. ARGH. I was giving him his second chance but fuck all.


EDIT He's the one that was all gungho about tonight and planned everything out. But EVERY GOD DAMN TIME when it's time to nut up or shut up, he fucking shuts up.

@mizzy yea thats true >< like really how can he forget

Well whats keepin you there?

Mizzie; Aaaw. You're such a sweet heart. <3 If only that were true. -bangs head against wall-

And no car, no money, I'm stuck here. I don't even have a bike to where I could just go off for a bit.

maay i ask where about in TX you are?

You know... I think I've been on Tris for a year now o .o

CONGRAT TRAK~

Mizzie; I'm about an hour to 30mins away from Dallas.

Trak; o: Well congrats!

Why thank you. I've had the same avatar for a year~ I'm so happy~

My cousin is from Rowlett/ And the guys she knows, [the ones I met at her wedding] were sweet.
The tall handsome caring type of people.
drop dead sexy
>///>

maybe you don't have to move far... ? ooor idk
heres the hopeless romantic in me.
I want a guy that has the balls to walk up to me when I'm sitting somewhere alone [like a bookstore reading, or at a coffee shop] and to try to get to know me.
like in those stupid stories, or the chick flicks.
=.=;;

is there anywhere you go a lot?
xD

Trak; That's impressive. I've changed my avi like 5 times in the past month. xD;;

Mizzie; Lucky her. xD;

Haha, tell me about it. I think that's every persons dream. xD

Not particularly, I usually just mope at home. Texas isn't exactly known for their abundant side walks and close establishments. Unless you have a car you can't really go anywhere. There are a few bars I go to, when I'm at my parents place there's a park I sometimes walk around at. That's about it.

@trak gratz ^^

@mizzy im sure it will happen ^^

her and her hubby are cute. they just had their first kid.
I haven't even seen the little bugger yet.

I'm sure you'll find someone good Hels, "it just takes time" is what everyone tells me... maybe they are right?

obbie, I doubt it will.

What did I miss?

-goes around hugging everyone with her sweaty bod-

It's just. Fuck. I don't ever go out because something bad tends to happen unless I've got someone with me or just. Fuck.

Everyone keeps telling me I've got an amazing personality, that the second they meet me they think I'm awesome as hell and it just gets better from there, they tell me that I'm attractive and all sorts of lovely things and "I don't understand how anyone could not be into you" but where the hell are these people then? Like, what am I doing wrong? Obviously I have some kind of repellent in my system.

Just... -sigh- why can't I find someone semi-stable that won't flake on me?

I just wanna curl up in bed and sleep for forever.

Its obvious to me we're all living in the wrong places.

Down here, I NEVER get looked at.
Honked at? Yes. Legit asked out? Nope. Not once. EVER.
Unless it was to make an ass out of me.

Batty; -high five for the same life experiences- The one time I was asked out was so that he could get an in to fuck my roommate. Tho' never gotten honked at. There was this one time two gheto ass ugly fuckers started calling rude dirty things at me while I was stuck sitting in a car at a gas station if that counts?

But yeah, all you missed was me bitching about what he decided to say to me about not showing up. STD's and he forgot and his ex or something.

Hels we totally have to get you away from there... even if its only for like a week
xD

you are awesome.
There should be an endless line of guys at your door BEGGING just to WATCH movies with you.
honestly, you should think of it this way, its their LOSS. You just get to cross more names off your list. There are 9 BILLION + people in the world. To find the ONE perfect fit. Is harder then everyone wants it to be.

*pokes batty coughing* what I DONT COUNT KNOW =P


I SEE A CRYSTALLYN *drags in*

Mizzie; plz do. Lol. This place makes me hate myself hardcore. xD

>///////./////< Oh hush. Little sweet talker you. Making me feel all awesome about myself.

I don't even need that one perfect one, I can wait for him (already lost Jon so, I'll just be grateful to get anything like that now), I just want someone decent. They don't have to be my one and only, lord I'm only (22 almost now) so I know I'm not gonna find THE one anytime soon, I'd just like a few awesome things along the way instead of, well, the shit I'm stuck with.

Shes fucking right though, Harlotbby.
I already told you, I'd steal you if I could.
ACTUALLY, I THINK I WILL..

Honestly, I have a hard time keeping online friends around.
They either get bored of me, or some other such shit, and I just dont keep in contact.

I'VE KNOWN YOU NOW FOR LIKE, SIX YEARS.
Believe Mizzy when she says you're one hell of amazing chick.

Obbie;; BUT YOU DONT LIVE IN FLORIDA! xDD;

so make your standards higher?
o.o;

-is not sure how to help-

I can barely TALK to guys...
just ask obbie... I'm super shy
and that makes me come off as cold most of the time...

and even when I think someone is cute... I don't normally act on that...
its hard to believe that I'm even sorta kinda flirting with tony.
yea sure, I've been going to dennys on and off for the year and a half i've lived here...
but I barely know him... and until I actually know someone its hard for me to open up and get past the shyness thing...

soo my advice... may not count for anything...

You and I are total opposites, babe. xD;
I'm extremely outgoing and all "HAY THERE!!!"

I've met some amazing bands that way.
Even had Dro, from Deadstar Assembly, sign mah titty <3333

Oh noes... I've been found. XD Herro everyone.

@batty touche >< if only i could fly. xD Boobie signage lol

@crys oh my gosh i love you avi

Obbie, I meant like.. guys here don't.. like me at all.
No matter how hard I've tried, I've never gotten passed friendship.
Because I'm a guys guy, which makes me not female to them.

-points to chest- last time I checked, I was A GIRL. xDD;

Its always either that, or, I've been asked out, just so they can be all "GOTCHA!" and then proceed to make fun of me for actually believing it.

I know. we're "young"
but like...
-shrugs trying to find the words-

the way i am
I'm looking for something more then a story...
because I can't honestly say how much longer I'll be around.
Honestly none of us can.
and thats hard for most people to think about or talk about.
but its true.
and I'd rather spend my time with people that matter and treat me well
then with people that just want to play games and leave me like I'm nothing.

the 'goal' isn't to find "the one" its to find someone that makes you feel like no one else can. The person that takes your breathe away just by looking at you. The person that no matter how often they see you they still check you out when you enter the room, or smirk in that small way that shows you what they are thinking. [or whatever]

The person that will be there. Always. in the good and the bad. Someone that will always want to take you out. Just to show you off. It didn't matter where. or what you did. Just walking around or going out for a bite.

someone that WANTS to claim you in front of the world.

maybe it won't last forever.

but they would treat you right
and give you the time of your life.

who can honestly want more then that?

Obbie: D'aww thankies. o wo It's the first avi I've made in a while that I like when I hit the save button. It's all because of the Rainbow Rave you gave me. > w< Made it perfect. You're avi is quite... fierce. * w* And fluffy.

I love the hair combo <333

-le deep sigh- Just had myself a little cuddle fest with my stuffed animals and tortured myself by going through some of Jon's message history.

[/ looking through posts in thread and responding in next post]

*noms on battys hair* tastes like dreams

Dreams? xDD;

LIKE, FLUFFY CLOUDY MARSHMALLOW ONES?!?!?!

I really want to use the new hair, but I don't have the colors to. ; w;

@batty YUSH THOSE ONES