I really want to. That way I can get my computer set back up and get my work done. But Criminal Minds is also on right now. And I can't say no to Criminal Minds. >.< ! And I don't feel like hauling the TV into my room at the moment.

Also; need new music.

hmmm have you heard of -Midnight Syndicate
-Nox Arcana
my dad likes them adn they are pretty good not sure if you will like them or not, but at least it is new!

and i don't blame you there i like criminal minds too..

What genre of music is that?

I'm super addicted to the show, always have been, for years. I just wish it was on netflix and I wouldn't have to go try and find it illegally online.

uhh like an eerie halloween music kind of... i don't really know what to call it...

oh wow, i like it but don't go out of my way to watch it or get it just prefer it over other shows like bones and NCIS

Lol, well I have an interest in criminal psychology and almost chose it as a major before I realized the only way to actively work in the field would be through the FBI academy, or I could just do research academically. I own several books over serial killers and crime.

I'm more in the mood for classic rock or 90s rock music. Just can't think of what I want to listen to. Or hell maybe 90s music in general. Might get me pumped up enough to clean.

I'm thinking of making two more playlists. I just have a hard time naming them sometimes.

i hear ya both... i have weird times with making music lists...

and hell that is cool, my dreams of all that were crushed by my ex boyfriend but i feel like where i am going right now would make me happy.

What'd he do if I may ask?

My major right now is going nowhere. I just figure International Studies would work to branch me back home to Finland. I feel like I'd need a minor tho'. Maybe minor in art or counseling. I've always kinda wanted to work with kids, middle school or so. But I'd like to work in a school because middle school and then start of high school was the most fucked up hardest time of my life and I had no one, and not everyone can afford counseling. There's just that pesky "you have to report everything to your superiors" BS that I'm not comfortable with.

I'm very upset with my latest ex.

well he told me i would be no good at anything like that... at all... so i just kind of gave up on the forensics stuff and the physiology... but i think i might just become a teacher


hmm i get that! then there is this counselor we had in our high school that was way more popular because she was the drug counselor and stuff.. not sure what her job was excalty, because she didn't do any of the class making or any thing like that the other counselors did.

Lio; Most people are upset with their latest ex's. What'd yours do?

WS; OH. Okay. I thought you mean like "He killed someone and now the field of study is ruined for me." Kinda fucked up that, that's where my mind went first. That's a much more logical answer. Hurp. I'm not as interested in the forensics as I am in the mental aspect of it and figuring out how they work, why they do things, etc. Being ahead of them.

Yeah. I want to do that for someone. I love helping people out because I know what's it like to be helpless and stuck with no way out. I want to give people an out and try and help 'em and everything. Especially young kids, people, adults look down and make fun of a lot of the things that kids go through but that's what decides what type of adult you'll be. I have a few friends who were already doing hard drugs in middle school or drinking or were getting into trouble in a way they couldn't talk to anyone about or bullying taken too far.

I sometimes think counselors are a load of bullshit. Mine actually screwed me over in high school. They said how I didn't need a regents Chem class. Turns out I did. So three weeks into the school year I had to switch my whole schedule up.

Helsinki; The reason we broke up was stupid enough, but he said he'd think about a second chance and in the mean time be friends. Saturday we were going to go walking. He said to text when I was done with my grandma. I did. I also called twice, an hour between the calls. The second call I was pushed to voicemail after two rings. I haven't heard from him since yet he has been on FB saying he is really happy and commenting about rain, adding friends from school. He deleted an account on a site we met on, and deleting info from his FB. . . . So I'm just a bit pissed in his sudden 180.

That's more of an advisory position. I'm talking about being an actual counselor.

And that sounds skeevy as hell. I wouldn't contact him again if I were you, let him feel that absence. Sounds like he's trying to insure to himself that you'll always be around so he's doing whatever he wants.

@hell: well he did always talk about killing people, but at this point i think that would be motivation for me to join the other side, since he wants to become a police man... i hope his dream gets ruined! >hates him<

i hate when that happens.. that is why i wish to be a teacher because they were the people i got to talk to, they were the ones who helped me survive life.

@lio: they did that to me too, just glad physics counted as two regents and not just one, because they said if i took non regents chem i would be fine... then i found out softmore year that i needed that class to get the degree i wanted... but i got a better counselor that year and fixed it for me even though i was that behind...

Helsinki; what pisses me off is we had just made all these plans of taking like 6 months to go see all of Asia. I haven't tried to contact him since yesterday. For me it's hard to just not talk but I'm trying to.

WS; I was so pissed about that! I did well in regents Chem, except the actual regents exam. Thing is they made it extremely hard that year. Most did not pass it. I got a 67 on it.

WS; Well I always talk about killing people, doesn't make me a potential serial killer. The schizophrenia that I have does. ;p

Yeah. I thought for a bit about being a teacher but I fucking hate kids in a class room setting. I did an internship where I taught for a year. NEVER AGAIN. I taught 6th-8th grade classes.

Lio; Just stay strong. <333

-whines-

No ones on todayy!~

Asami is on ono

Helsinki; I'm trying >_< So far, it has got me anxious.

And I just recorded my ENTIRE Voicemail Message in english.

Pretending I'm the TARDIS.

Oh gods, RELAXATION DAYS ARE SUCK.

I love relaxation days.
-Lays back.-

Yo everyone.

-giggles-

It'd be more relaxing, if I could actually sit the fuck still.

And I'm sort of on? :D Finally got the laptop up and running, half the keys don't work right but thank goodness drawing doesn't need a lot of letters. lol

Aww, whatcha drawin, babe? <3

i like batty's avi!!! very pretty!!! I went for a walk... now i am all tired and sweaty

Finally finishing Espy's commission. :3

do we get to see it?

@hell: no i am pretty sure he was serious... he did it in a more creepy way and he was mentally abusive... great ex right?

Thanks White.


Harlotbby;; do you by chance like doctor who? xD;

OH! AND HOWS THE SUPER SECRET ART THINGER COMING? <33

your welcome! *rolls up in a ball*

Well ya'll get to see the preview size image, the full size doesn't get published until Espy approves it. <3

Batty; Haven't started yet. >3< <3 I'm getting Espy's done first. I'm intending on getting a lot of work done today.


Also; listening to the full hour Chris Rock stand up while drawing. My cousin years ago gave it to me 'cause he had it on CD. xD

I think im gonna lay down on the floor, and ask if someone will PLEASE for gods sakes, WALK ON MY BACK.

My uncle used to make us do that. xD Walk on his back when were kids.

I used to do it for a friend, but i don't think she likes me anymore...>>

I forget how fucking funny this skit is. It is still one of my favorite stand ups, hands down. I keep having to stop drawing to laugh my ass off, rewind, laugh again, and then try and keep going.

i least you like it, hell, i can't much get into stand up comendy..

WS; I'm not quite sure I follow.

i don't like stand up comedy... that is what you are listening to right?