Mizzie: lol that is the same for the pinkie =nods=

-snuggles pinkie-

hey hellsing~ how are you?

and mize you should try a bit harder... so this doesn't happen...>>

it doesn't happen... often.
>.>

I'm awake.. Ughhhhh

often? *raises eyebrow* i feel like it happens more then it should... which is never >W<

Do you need coffee, hellsing?

WS, sometimes..
but not often
I tend to eat only when i'm hungry... which can be pretty spaced out...

What's everyone up to today?

@mize: lucky! i wish i didn't feel hungry all the time...

@hellsing:working... you?

Having a lunch break then off to a doc appt

why are you going to the doctor's? nothing serious i hope~

Mize! Why you no eat!

White; stuck at home with the rain today

Echo; just a check up nothing serious right?

not lucky... mize... just doesn't eat... and then people freak out like you did
x.x

Well kind of serious, the story begins me going to a chiropractor to align my back but I told him about my pain in my tail bone since I was 3 and every time he would push down on it , it would hurt like a mofo, and somehow it spreaded to my pelvic and lower lumbar area, so he recommends me to go to an orthopedic to X-ray my pelvic and owner lumbar area and for him to get a copy of the report.

And if any more serious i would need to get an MRI and probably surgery to fix it

>.< An hour until my meeting with the school and then somehow have to figure out what I'm gonna say to my dad. I don't even have a clue how to start the conversation. >.<

Mizzie; You should only eat when you're hungry tho'. o.O I think that's the point is to nourish.

Mize; I hear this from batty all the damn time. And then she works out becouse she thinks she's fat and she weigh's like 60 pounds. When I get back to Florida I'm going to kick her skinny ass.

Is she anorexic by any chance?

You should ask that herself not talk about her when she's not here. ^^; Seems a bit awkward.

lots of people on here have eating problems!!

*cough* batty *cough* hell* cough*

But it is already awkward if i ask her that in the first place, and probably denies it (not being a douchebag)

Pshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh not like she's not going to read eny of this Hels.

Iv got no eating problam white.

Hels, thats what I do
o.o

Phil. unlike batty, I eat. alot.
I weigh 220. I take care of myself.. I just don't eat unless I'm actually hungry.. so there will be some weeks I only eat like... 3 or 4 times..
others I'll be eating like all the time.
-shrugs-

honestly. its not your life, nor your choice. And yes, even if I disagree with batty on some of the things she does. I understand where shes coming from. I want to be here for her to help her. "Ima gonna kick her ass" is not helpful or supportive.

so she likes to work out. and she likes to watch what she eats.
she is beautiful but she just can't always see it.

you should watch what you say. Cause some of us.... could really hate you for your opinions.

I weigh 200 lbs but I do eat a lot, I graze not thinking about it. I don't have meals cause I have low metabolism in the first place and low sugar and low blood pressure. So I have to graze throughout the day. And the majority of my weight is muscles because I walk a lot and I used to work out everyday, so even though the more is big you don't actually see it cause the fat spreads out and if you touched my ribs you would actually feel it as weel as my hip bone and back, and I'm pretty flexible

see i just don't care.
I've been the same weight for the last.. 4 or 5 years of my life.
either people except me for who i am or they don't
not my loss. its theirs.
why should i watch what i eat and become someone elses version of perfect.

That's what I tell other people that don't like me for who I am I tell them to fuck of. but seriously I dont look at a person and see them for there body it's there personality that keeps me intrigued. Becouse If someone wanted to change something about them self that's fine but changing something due to what someone elce wants is stupid.

Are we talking about me, hmm?

If so, I suggest you all stop. NOW. Before I start biting fucking heads off.

-sits in corner-

sorry batty baby.
<3

Not mad at you, Mizzy love.

And no, Echo. I don't deny I'm fucking anorexic anymore.
And Phil? Shut up. I'm not 60 pounds. I'm 106, last time I checked.
I'm not going to apologize for the way I am, or WHO I am.

And its no ones damned business, unless I MAKE it your business.
Last time I looked? No offense, White, OR Echo, but I've never made it either of yours' business. So don't talk about me when I'm not around.

Whatever sorry for careing.....

My flat I Brot it up not there falts.

I never said you couldn't care, but that is NOT the way you express it.
Especially doing so when I'm not around.

Thats just bullshit.

-pets Batty and holds her close-

*poofs in and hugs batty*

-loves on Mizzy too- Breathe and relax. You should always feel comfortable to talk about yourself, that's fine. You're not responsible for what happens after that ok? <3 I won't speak for Batty but I'm pretty sure she's not blaming you or anything. So hush and soak in the love.

No, no no its fine.

What you said, Mizz, didn't bother me at ALL.
Its what Echo and White were talking about, that pissed me off.
When you KNOW someone has an eating disorder, you don't say the things they did. ESPECIALLY IN THE PERSONS OWN THREAD.

-snuggle clings to my batty-

you know i luvs yous right?

I guess... you sorta have a point Hels

-cuddles teh Obbie and teh Harlotbby-

-And clings hard to my Mizzy-

Thanks for sticking up for me, you guys.
But I ain't gonna take that shit, especially from people who I've never let know my story, and why I am the way I am.

You don't JUDGE ME for something you don't even UNDERSTAND. PERIOD.

:3 I always have a point. I find a lot of the times I tend to be right. <3

-continues to love on Batty- We got ya bbygirl. -wraps in a cocoon of hugs- Next time I'll be more forceful about stopping the convo.

what else are we here for?
if we don't stick up for the people we care about... then can we really say we care?

Hels will be all like
"THIS SHIT ENDS NOW"


XD