ALSO; AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. omg. I hate my life. >.< My muscles are super sore so I rubbed some bengey (sp?) stuff over them, but I had to like go under towards my thigh 'cause there's a lot of strain there. And of course my clutz hands did the thing you never do with pain creams, TMI but I'm just wearing a huge long t-shirt and no undies. IT BUUURNS. THERE ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE THIS PAIN. D:

Awuh I am sorry hels) : that sounds really horrible

That was the shortest strength workout ever. xD

Or at least, it felt like it.
I TOOK YOUR PICTURE, HARLOTBBY.

And I hope you feel better soon.. but lemme tell ya, sitting around in nothing but a super big tshirt, with no panties, drinking a nice hot cup of cider or tea sounds AMAZING right now.. minus the pains..

This hurts almost as bad as the time I nicked my clit shaving. >.<

O________O;;

How the hell did you manage THAT?

oAe;;;;;;;;;;;

Oh my @#$%^ing &%@#. What an ... interesting thing to walk in on.

>.< There's that little patch right in between the lips at the top that I kind have to maneuver to shave, and my leg slipped a little bit and sliced straight through the top of it. I just kinda sat in the shower and tried not to cry for a little bit. xD;;;

And I just want the burning to stop. Water won't help either, it'll just move the cream around and increase the burning. Damn it.

-pouts-

I wanna come make you feel better, baby. =/

I cant stop crying...
): so depressed now

Why are you crying asami?

Michael had to leave...

.... just got a very unnerving vm from my mother... she says it's urgent and I have to call her or she's dragging my ass home and I'm scared now. .____. -wonders about all the bad things she could've found out about-

I hope its not serious

Oh no
that sounds bad

A little better than expected but... lord. I don't know if I'm gonna cry or be ok or just be exhausted. No one's hurt or anything just, I'm about to hit a damn rough patch. Also not the best time for me not to have been able to sleep in 3-4 days. xD;; Depending on how things go within the next few days, Monday being D-Day, I dunno how much I'll be around online.

Whats going on, harlot babe?

Like for a moment or forever on here?

Asami is concerned ono

Probably online, period.

KEEP YOUR PHONE ON YOU, SO YOU CAN TEXT ME.

Oh look. People with new things. Can I get these new things XD

-stabs Funk with her pitchfork-

NOT ALLOWED.

Whoa, what's wrong, Hel?

I'm working on finding it atm, well, in a little bit. Roommates mom is over and to look for it would have to mean getting properly dressed and polite socializing, so not up for that right now.

And yeah, online period.

I'll probably be essentially under house arrest and back at my parents (which all depends on whether my dad ends up kicking me out or not, my mom's being actually... she's being a mom, to me for the first time in... hell... I know she'd never turn me out but my dad's kinda the "man" of the house and I was... cheerleader, NJHS, 2 competitive UIL teams, school upper level choir, community work, gymnastics, aikido, honor roll, hell my name is forever etched to the wall of my middle school on a gold plate, and my dad told me one night he would've kicked me out a long time ago if it weren't for my mom)

So, best case I'm under strict house arrest for... minimum I see half a year to a year. Worst case if he kicks me out, uhm. Good question. I'll probably have to sell a lot of my shit and don't know if my computers are gonna go with that.

Or maybe he'll just pretend he doesn't have a daughter anymore like he does a lot.

Omg.... I am so sorry hels... ):

Oh, FUCK. What the hell did they find out?
Shit, now I'm going to worry.

I don't want to lose my Nella.. I JUST GOT HER BACK, DAMNIT.

Ow~ Q_Q Asami, y u be mean?

AHAHAHA! NOT ASAMI! WROOOOOOOONG!

AN IMPOSTER! *tackles grave*

Nope, just a twin <3

Try and guess who I am! =P

*scans*

Batty's mule?

Aw man. xD; BINgO! GOLD STAR!

How are you, batty?

Asa; It's all right. I've got at least until Monday to pretend I'm not gonna have to deal with that. Who knows, maybe it'll end up being a little better than that but I highly doubt it. That's just not how my family works and I know I don't have any friends atm capable of taking me in so if my dad flips shit where I'm gonna live is gonna be a bit of a tough cookie.

Batty; <3 -clings tight- I know. And at the moment it's just my grades and the whole, kinda got suspended for the fall semester unless I take summer classes, which that is all manageable I can do that. Even with all of the loan payments starting now, I can work around that, I know a few people I can make sure I make the payments even if I can't get a legit job right away. I can find work.

But my dad... he's... I don't know how to describe it. All I have to do is slightly not do something according to his plan or make him mad or a little dissapointed and it's immediate punishment and threat to ostracize me from the family. He's tried it a few times. My dad's threatened to kick me out for less and I've been punished for less with shit just as harsh. Now I just have to pray that other shit doesn't come out right now.

Uhm. ...That's a really stupid reason to threaten to kick you out for...

Espy; If you'll look up to the post I typed out before that. -shrugs- My dad's kinda like that. My dad raised me making sure I knew I was expendable and not needed.

...I will keep my thoughts to myself.

-Crawls in.- I hate today.

Haha, if it's for my sake, don't. If it's for yours, go ahead and keep your peace.

Harlots parents suck. And, she knows it.
I've called them worse than she has, probably.

o_o I can believe that.