no, tonight i make a house and make dinner XD

you make a house?
Whats for dinner?
Also I just had a rousing game of wallet hut.

yes XD poke'house hahahaha got all the rips already and i have my source credits too just have to put the tiles together


something chicken i suppose

hmm chicken sounds better then stirfry veggis and ramen.
Which reminds me I am going to go put a pot of water on and soak some dishes.

i need to sew my cosplay

Which are you going to be?

i would rather have the ramen

I am sure the chicken is not that bad.

chicken instant potatoes ans something from a can so i don't have to prep much of anything ;____;

That sounds rather tasty actually.

not as good as the real thing XD

hmm I cannot wait for thanksgiving.

me either... wait, no i /can/ ;_; i have to cook

Alrighties text me when you are done with dinner I am moving to the floor.

XD not cooking /now/

actually cho I think I need to go to the hospital, my entire leg is swollen

oh god, what happened?

A few days ago I got a bump on my leg that I thought was a bruise, and I put ice on it. It hurts every time I walk and well some how the bruise turned into a scab and well yesterday and today I put bandaids on it but at work it was still bleeding, just now when I went to the kitchen I noticed that it hurt. I mean I noticed that it swelled yesterday but I thought it was just the top off my knee now my entire calf and ankle are swollen.

.....you need to go to the hospital, that sounds ... i don't know but bad

I know I know T^T I am trying really hard not to cry and find some one who can take me. Cho I dont want to loose my legs.

where are your parents? what about your sis or your grandmother? fuck, even a crackhead neighbor if you must

My dad is at church my mom is out bowling my grandma has not picked up
So he called me back his answer is to make a doctors apointment. I dunno if I can wait that long. He wants to wait till he gets home and to see it.

Oh god cho life just went from bad to worse. I thought I could mange it but I cant. My grandma said the loan people are going to turn my things over to a collection agency and come my next pay check depending on how the doctors visit goes I might not have money to pay them or anything.

I just dont want to have to take insulin or have my leg cut off.

tell him if he loves you and wants you safe he needs to put down the ball and come home. it has been bad for days and you don't want to lose your leg

It started out as just a bruise and he said I would be in the emergency room all night and not even get looked at.

you are bleeding, that has got to count for something, god pog ;___; i want you to run away from there and come live with me

I don't want to live in the middle of nowhere. Thank you but no.

i am so sorry

Its alright if you lived in a city with a lower cost of living and I was guaranteed a job then maybe.

lower cost of living but jobs are no better here than there

Also if it has not gone down by the morning I am not waiting for an appointment I am going to the clinic near my house or to the emergency room.

yes but I have a job here, and one that pays me at least a quarter above min wage and gives me decent hours a week.

Not to mention that I dont have a car to get into town.

i have a car to get you to work


will you be ok for so long?

I honestly don't know. My dad thinks the swelling is because my blood sugar is high, and I have to say after eating two packs of ramen it probably is.

but just the leg? and what about the odd scabbing?

Yeah see that is where I think the swelling came from. I am just elevating my leg now and hoping when my dad gets home he will see that it can not wait until the doctors have a day they can see me.

dude, your dad sucks, i cannot see how bowling is more important

My mom is bowling my dad is at church. It would take him a good hour to get back here since he drives slow. But yes he does suck some times. It is extremely annoying and while I understand we can not afford another hospital bill, unlike my mother I am covered by his insurance so it might not be that much and b it could be life threatening.

ugh! pog ;____; i really wish good things would happen to you, just an entire week of the very best luck

It wont happen. This is me paying off Karma that my dad and grandma would live.