D; its why I refuse stuff that would put me under ;o;

I've had to go under, I've got a heart condition...

=( *huggles* is it scary?

Not really. You're out for a while and then the next thing you know you're waking up and it's like 4 hours later.

I'd be scared ono

It's not that scary, the worst part the last time was waking up with a breathing tube...

D; oh noes! that is scary ;o;

It was less scary and more aggravating.

Although that might be because my mom had to stupidly ask me what was wrong and I just wanted to scream at her "I've got a freaking tube down my throat!"...but I couldn't because of the tube...lols...

Although we did find out that my tummy doesn't like anesthesia...

=( *huggle-clings to* dun die ever! ;o;

I won't...that I plan on at least.

And the next heart surgery I have to have, I won't be put to sleep and it's an out patient procedure, so I'll go in in the morning, and be out by the afternoon...

=( heart problems scare me..

mom keeps saying if she flatlines they aren't allowed to bring her back ;o;

It is hard on your body once you flatline, but I figure if I can live sure go ahead and revive me...

moms one friend has had lots of heart surgery and has diabities and he scared her into not wanting to live if she 'dies'

I was technically 'born' twice...and I've technically been dead before...so yeah...no big deal to me...

he kept complaining about it and it scared mom off =(