I got my GED xD i'm done with school ;p

What about college?

dont have the money or the transportation to go to one. Mom needs me at home so i can't live in dorms..

I want to try to get some money to take japanese language course through Kent State >x<
i also want to do some art classes and acting classes >x<

There are loans, which is what I did. Plus I got a few grants. You have to work for them, not going to say it's easy but I liked college.

Why does you mom need you? Is she sick?

she is.. old and falls a lot... last year she had a few surgeries and can't do much by herself anymore.

cant get loans and stuff unless you have the ability to pay them back =/

Okay so - here is how they work. First of all, you get a job on campus and pay off a little bit of the loan as you are going to school, AND! Once you get a job, from all those years at college, you get a great job, can pay your loans back and get your mom a a sweet nurse. <3

There is no one to help you with your poor mom.

I've been a sick a long time and needed my mom to move in with me to help me. But I'm better - ish now.

its hard for us to find help to the grocery store ono.. my older sisters hate mom for a stupid reason :/ so they wont help.. the second born was soo pissed we moved to niles instead of the place she lived so she kept my nephew away from us.. they moved to PA this month.. that really upset mom... mom's mental disabilities are luckily not bad and i deal with them. alright :3

fornow i'll self study ^^

I didn't know people with disability got SSI. You learn new things. <3

yup! mom's been on it for... 19-20 years now... xp

Niles? Are you another Illinois baby?!

I'm a Ohio girl sadly xD

there is a Niles in Illinois

Yup! Just outside of where I live.

wow!
So how have y'all been?

Sleepy! I should freaking go to sleep!

that you should! I hope you did too! ^^;
it's 3:25am for me, what time is it for you?

あのうね、日本語でしゃべるほうがいいでしょう？

anou ne, nihongo de shaberu hou ga ii deshou?

Uh, hey, it'd be better to chat in Japanese, right?

Edit: えへへ、そのメセージは少し女らしいだね‥‥
ehehe, sono mese-ji wa sukoshi onnarashii da ne....
Ehehe, that message sounded a little girly, didn't it...