I know...but it's still worth a try...

what would you do if i wasnt here?

Probably lean on Kitty a WHOLE lot. I'd end up having a few break downs possibly too...

no i mean if you never meet me or i never existed

I'd probably still be having my break downs wondering what the heck was wrong with me. Thanks to you I've gained confidence in myself.

lol ok now what would you do if i stopped existing now

...I don't wanna think about that at the moment...You're starting to scare me into thinking you're suicidal...

no im just wondering what would happen if something did happen.

Why would something happen though Hunny?

And I really don't know what I would do.

idk like a freak accident... or some moron on the road

I really don't know...Honestly...I doubt it would be good, but still I've got no clue what I would do.

oh ok then

I do know it probably wouldn't be a good thing that I did. And I'd probably have to be watched closely by someone who I trust to keep me away from sharp things...

oh... well dont do that then

Then try not to die on me okays...

ok... but depression sucks