Not even a nap?

i will sleep, i don't nap

Then just go sleep?

it's been making me sick to sleep at night. i am so disoriented and stressed out i need to stay awake and fix myself

Well hopefully you can right your schedule and all that

yeah, i am too not-ok without it

Yeah, I could only imagine

but i cannot keep the time or the day of the week and i am starting to have messed up short-term memory, i remember what i was told but not when

Well that isn't good by any means.

no, it is like not sleeping at all only worse because you did sleep and so being tired and confused is unfounded. i don't like being awake at this time of day, waking at three and going to bed at 4-5 is not right

Well I really hope that you're able to fix that so you'll feel better

same, if i can stay up at least an hour longer i will be good

Anything I could do to help you stay up for an hour?

you are doing it now XD

Well that's sure easy xD;;

indeed XD though the hard part is soon, i am really tired