he seemed really surprised and angry when i bluntly told him we weren't watching any more after several long seconds of me sitting silently waiting for him to get the idea that the show was over and him sitting there munching chips

he said he didn't know and acted like i just out-of-the-blue told him to go away instead of saying all of what i did

i don't know what to do honey, he interrupts me constantly without thought but gets miffed when i do it, he doesn't listen to what i say before replying and gets upset when i am not interested in listening to him finishing what he wants to say, he changes his standings in arguments midargument then gets upset when i say that is not what he said before and he does not notice anything >x>;;;; i took two cakes out of the oven at different times, fed him pieces of one of the cakes(and even asked if he liked the taste( and told him they needed to cool, while i was writing this he asked if it was time to take the cakes out

Then just do something about it. Obviously telling him things doesn't work and you have been complaining about it for so long but you don't do anything about it. You keep coming up with reasons to stay with him, but then you complain ten times over. If he annoys you that badly then just do something.

i try, i label stuff, i activly make him repeat things back, i have made sure things were optimal for smooth going, the only thing i haven't done is leave him and i am scared to death of that

Then I'm not sure what to suggest since it seems you have done what you can to try and change the situation.

i could let go, i could just accept that there is no point in talking to him and just do everything myself and not get upset when he does something to ruin things vxv we wouldn't fight then and it takes a long time for me to spit up blood

You could do that, but I don't think it is a good choice. You are already hurting yourself and you shouldn't do it more.

i just wont ever find anyone else like him v__v i am a gender misaligned asexual who can't work ful time and i am homely, there isn't a high demand for my sort

and don't forget i am ocd and mean

You don't necessarily have to have any type of significant other, it isn't something mandatory. Even saying that I am sure there is at least one other person somewhere in the world who would still want to be your boyfriend.

i doubt it, i need someone who is not only tolerant of my issues but who isn't going to gripe that i wont have sex, i realize this is a sign of our culture that this is somethign but we have been dating for nearly seven months without hankypanky and he hasn't gotten itchy, hell he went two years without getting laid prior to us dating >__> and he puts up with me flipflopping between pain and apathy like a champ

and sorry, cake had to be iced, it is waaay sweet

I never said it would be easy, but I guess if that is what you believe.

I finally finished my french portfolio.

i was on a website that offers support for people like me, almost all the stories of relationships end very bad with the partner being sick sad and fed up because of it v__v even when they love each other very much


good! i however and super tired and going to bed

What a shame.

-Shuffles around pantry for food-

/gestures to the pantry
We just got plenty of food to restock it today