You dont have to share if you dont want to. I was just a bit curious if it was a good interesting or bad ^^;

A bit of both.... but more bad than good......

Oh dear... Airina, only tell us if it helps, but we're all here for you
-hugs-

Oh, I'm sorry =c Like I said, you dont have to share ^^;;

*hugs serra and ulti* I just have been dealing with a lot of things..... pressure from my mom..... disagreements with my roommates..... having my therapist basically dump me...... errrrr well sorta.... i just..... i was supposed to see her on monday.... but she cancelled and can't see me till july 1st.... but even though i'm supposed to see her once a week i'm going to only see her once in june..... and its just really frustrating..... and i'm trying to find a job which sucks..... and i don't feel like anyone around me actually wants me around...... and trying to figure out what to do with school and ish..... and everything is just really confusing and frustrating.... and i just don't know what to do about it all..... and just *sighs* i don't know...... it's all kinda confusing..... and i don't really know if i believe in my family's religion or not.... which is actually really difficult and annoying..... because i had been going to college that was run by our religion, and my parents are super disappointed in me about that.... and i just feel like i don't know anything..... and can't do anything right..... and its so freaking frustrating...... *headwall* and i've been feeling sick lately which isn't very fun on top of all of that..... and i'm just bored out of my mind and my parents are moving down here.... which is gonna suck.... and just everything is just weird..... and i just feel like i don't belong in my own life anymore...... and it's just really really frustrating..... and i feel like nobody wants me to be around anymore.... at least like in my real life..... and i just sometimes feel like it would be better for people if i just wasn't here anymore..... not meaning like suicide or anything like that.... but just like people would be happier if i just moved and was out of their lives for good....... *curls up*

Oh my...Airi... -hugs gently and holds-

You really do have a lot of stuff going on. I'm not a therapist but I am a good listener, and I know when I have all sorts of jumbled emotions like it seems that you do, it helps me a lot to lay them out one by one.

It's up to you, I'll be here for a while so don't worry about keeping me from anything :3

I didn't mean to spew everything on you..... *hugs* it's just frustrating..

*hugs* i just am complaining.... I'm sorry guys. I shouldn't have said anything....

-hold Airi close-

No, no, don't apologize, it doesn't bother me. We're here and we care about you so don't ever worry about that. When stuff is hard you shouldn't have to deal with it all on your own.

I don't think you're complaining at all, that's a LOT of stuff to have happen and I'm sure I wouldn't handle it any better.

-continues holding Airi hoping to help her feel better and safe-

Thanks Serra. *hugs* i just am frustrated.... I don't mean to make anyone feel bad.....

I know you don't, and I don't feel bad at all :3 What kind of friend would I be if I couldn't at least listen to your troubles when you're feeling down? You paid attention to my ramblings last night so I'm happy to return the favor :3

*hugs* i'm used to most people either ignoring me.... or just telling me to shut up because they have problems of their own.....

I do have problems, you helped me with one of them last night :3 But you're important too Airi, I'm just glad I could be here even if I'm only able to listen.

-snuggles-

You know I love you, Airi. -snuggles-

I just woke up. Passed out, for some reason.
I'm thinking its because I worked out too hard..