its weird for me...
I don't smile much when i'm alone.
and I fake it a lot when i'm around people....

just be glad that you're smiling now~ cherish that moment <3 that good feeling, before you go back to the dreaded sadness *kicks it away*

I feel that sporadically too, so I understand you *snuggles*

-clings to lauv-
not many people get it

Not many people experience genuine happiness even when they're alone >A<

yeah but not many people have to fight with thoughts of killing themselves because they are alone.
yeah sure, they might be lonely or sad... but its not my extremes.

oh no, don't D:
*clings* not those thoughts please D:

DIGRESS!

what is your internet service provider, Miz?

um... time Warner cable?

I'm doing good hon
I promise
those thoughts aren't really there right now
and when i'm around people my mind stays distracted long enough not to think about it.

Nothing will happen to me.
I promise

>A< you got me worried there...*snuggles*
I hope they don't come back anymore~


and hmm...do you know comcast? O_O

-snuggles-

they will come back, they always do.
I've been fighting this all of my life.. or more then half of it anyways.
I'll never let it get the best of me.
It never has and it never will.

what about comcast?

That's a good look at it~ Stay positive!
unless it's aids, then I'd say, "BE NEGATIVE!"


XD what do you think about that company?

I don't know much more then its a company that provides internets
xD

-hugs-
i'll be fine

I know you'll be fine, dear~ :3
If I feel fine after every down moments, then you should be too <3

XD Keiko are you providing customer service on trisphee?

-hugs lauv-
I'm always fine hon <3

Oh, I really would, poglet! XD I mean, it's kinda fun to do that XD

*snuggles* That's great to hear then ^^


HOW ARE ALL OF YOU BTW?!?! <333

-coils around the sexy customer service lady-

XD you know in a way you already do. You are so nice to every one.
Also you and Linth have the same job, I find that amusing.

Hey hey!

So I have AP testing and other testing and stuff this week and next,
So I may not be too too active on here for a few days. :(
But I have not deserted you! <3

-smiles sweetly at lauv-

Mizzy has dealt with things long enough to know when things are not alright
I'll get help, if I ever need too
<3

I'm doing fine tonight how about you?

@poglet, mizzy, pinfeathers: Hey guys~ thanks for dropping by ^^

I'm not feeling emotionally well... ;^;

Hey guys :3

ama waifuuuuu!!! *glomps*

work is totally boooring D:

LAUV! YOU LOOK AMAZING *^*

I bet it is xP
Finals are boring, too! >^<

*twirls around* i was actuall thinking of changing my avi... XD

at least I could get on here ... D:

Yeahhh.... I'm having to get on here with my iPod since laptops got taken up last week. XP

Oh, I see.. XD get through your finals and have fun this summer! XD

XD don't be like me, all work and no play...

I need to get a part time job, though xP
I'm going to be working at OMGcon from June 8-10... It gets me some work experience! XP

what would be your job? :3

Since it's my first time volunteering, I'll be helping out whoever needs my help. I'm not in any specific department o3o

what does OMGcon? O_o

....uhhh.... What? XD

I'll be back later... About to start the algebra 2 final >3<

*blinks* okies...GO FOR GOLD!

oh, nothing too exciting, neirra...I'm just sitting here @ work, getting bored. XD that's why I'm on trisphee to kill boredom XD

how're you btw, neirra? :3 I like your avi<3 it looks nummy~

yeah, lol. XD You were gone for like..a long time, and with no warning O_O
how's school btw?

>A< sorry for the late reply, neirra
I'm at work atm XD

LOL! I'm still here anyways :]] I'd still be replying ~