;_; I can't decide on a Halloween avatar..I'm just gonna be a dinosaur.

i'm obviously not going to want to talk to you if you're going to call me a spoilt brat, for fuck's sake. stop fucking guilt tripping me into talking to you.

EDIT: clarification: IRL family stuff, not about anyone here.

I wish I had access to a train or bus so that I could finally go to all the places and do all the things within the city.

Ooo. I feel you on that, Biomecha :(

When I moved here, I told myself I would learn how to ride the buses and I would travel all over the city and be "independent" and stuff...

I never learned. ;-;

love having my mother defend that crapsack that i'm forced to call my older brother just because i didn't want to talk to him. well, obviously i'm not going to want to talk to him if he calls me a spoilt brat for not wanting to talk to him right at this moment.

he can go choke on his own fucking ego with these guilt trips. 'do you hate me??? :(((', yes, i do fucking hate you, because you're an asshole. if i don't want to talk at the moment, i don't want to talk at the moment. it's not that damn hard to fucking understand. i'm sick and tired of having to try and explain myself and be put on the spot to explain myself to my fucking family.

then they'll wonder why i want no contact with them whatsoever if i ever manage to move out. it's because the lot of them are fucking assholes. they don't goddamn listen to me, and then they wonder why i barely talk much anymore.

and i wish i could feel properly loved, too. probably stems from this shitty fucking family.

>8}
*~MANICAL LAUGHTER INTO THE VOID~*

Just got my hair cut. They knew exactly what I wanted and didn't force any small talk. The location felt really at home. But overall, their skill was really lacking and the cut could have been much better. Overall, 2 stars for Bio's Self Hair Cutting Salon.

cackles ya got me

also i did that today too. what are the chances

>~> Dishes...dishes must die. >8{ They must die! 'Cause if they're dead, that means I never have to clean them, ever, ever again. /8} EVER! Hehehehehehehehehe..

I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE APPL PIE IN THE FIRDGE

I am bad influence too?
 

Your apple pie must be destroyed! >8] Destroy it!

idk. i feel like gambling w my life rn
the real forbidden snakk

if i dont login tmrw i'm at the ER

8{ Don't do it!
"Larry?" "From Sit N' Sleep?"
>X] Yep! Don't forbidden snakk on that snakku bluebird. :[ This boy band cares about ya, yo.

too l8. the allure of the glazed apples peeking from the crust was too gr8
im gettin my stomach pUMPED 💩

Awwhhh. <x{ bummer! :[ Well, you can always say it was my fault.
I did say to destroy it after all. <XD That coulda been misinterpreted. I meant like, maybe burning it to ashes or something hehe!

darwin's law at work
 

nah, u were the hero trying to save me from the delicious pie's clutches
but but

x'D just the fact that you took the time to photoshop my killer clowny-ass avi into that just gives me the fuzziest of feelings, hahaha!
Ahhh, but for serious, 8[ I hope your tummy recovers!

photoshop takes 2 long to open. 100% pure ezpz mspaint work

i mean, jokes aside, i feel fine. it didn't taste off. i think i'll be ok XD thanks for the concern tho!

You're welcome. x} Thanks for helping me worry less! Imma go dish wash then bed sleep.
^-^ *honks little nose and waves toodles* Ta-ta-for now!

i want to make potato salad but meiyou mayo
runescape cheesy potato it is..

GURL UR NOT GONNA USE THE MENTAL ILL ARE MASS SHOOTERS EXCUSE ON
ME
MOI
MYSELF

Do I need to introduce someone to my knife collection?

Also, a void shout: Weirded out by the fact that I have three main moods, which are basically CRT, ramble, and Emotional Wreck, and the fact that there’s pretty much no overlap across the three.

It started civil like 'wow I enjoyed Joker' and I tried to be nice with 'well, as a mental ill person I don't like those movies like Joker and Split that paint all mentally ill people as violent' and the girl just... went off? Saying stuff like 'well it's a good explanation bc normal people don't just kill other people' and I had to do the inhale/exhale thing to not get banned in my next post

“NORMAL” PEOPLE, MY ARSE

:] I eat breakfast for dinner sometimes.
And stare at birds wherever I can catch sight of them.
And crush waterbottles when I'm through with them.
:/ I feel like that's normal..right?

All three are completely normal. The last one goes beyond normal to being good.

:] Thought so.
How about getting super excited when an earthquake happens? 8}
Is that normal? Because I love when that happens.

The little ones are kinda fun. It's like a thrill ride -- dangerous enough to make you pay attention, but not dangerous enough that you actually have to be afraid.

I would worry if you thought that way about the big ones.

8} I might like the big ones too. Even when the lights flicker and there's a deep earthy rumble. >8} Like someone pissed off the earth's crust and it's jerking around wildly. It's neat!
:[ Not neat that people get hurt n' die tho. Especially in places that have no protection against earthquakes.

sdhkashjkashkjd she replied saying well adjusted people don't kill. What have I done to deserve reading that with my own thick glasses

okay but does she like

understand that well-adjusted and mentally ill are not opposites

i’d yeet her through a wall if that wouldn’t reinforce the mentally ill = violent concept in her mind

>U> Pshhh. I suppose, "well-adjusted" people don't drink, snort drugs or abuse animals and people either?
Mental illness is more like an affliction than a full-on psychopathic time bomb sort of a thing. >-> Sheesh.

asjka I don't like to be that kind of person but I just looked through her post history and she's transphobic so
BYE
I ain't gonna waste my time with someone who says 'I'm bisexual, not attracted to modern invented genders like nonbinary'

"Well-adjusted" really just means that the person in question is able to interact sensibly and effectively within a society.

Plenty of well-adjusted people drink in moderation. Some even snort drugs, although not very many. They do not, however, abuse people or animals. Abusing people fails that test in all modern societies, almost by definition as "other people" is more or less what makes up a society.

People with mental illness may or may not be well-adjusted. (People who aren't well-adjusted, on the other hand, do have mental illness, but that's because of how "mental illness" is defined -- not being able to function in society is exactly how a determination of disability is made.) You can have depression and still get by in your day-to-day life, even if you come home and sleep for 12 hours afterward because interacting with people is exhausting.

So it's true that people who are well-adjusted don't go on mass shooting sprees, but that's a useless comparison to make, because it's true just purely by the definition of what "well-adjusted" means.